I have no way of knowing where I lost

the will to leave behind this

subtle shell of resistance and fall

head over heart in love with

a man who is heart over soul deep

in his confusions

I have no way of telling when my bright

and shining star was transformed

from a way of wishing you into

my life....

to a beacon that will guide your soul

to mine.

I have no way of knowing, no way of

feeling or being or DOING anything

different than I've done...

I don't remember when I didn't love you...

I only remember loving you till forever passes on.

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