I dont' like the way this day is going
The past is coming back and trouble's brewing
It starts so innocently in the beginning
I'm okay right now but my ease is slowly fading
Run, run, I want to run away
I am not doing the things I normally would have done
I am not going where I would have gone today
And still run into what I was running from
Look at the shape I'm in
My mind is confused again
And I've got three girls in my head
Shouldn't let it bother me
But I can't help feeling lonely
When I'm laying alone tonight in my bed
And people tell me it just isn't the time
Take it slow, wait my turn in line
And it's so hard now just to contain myself
Because what I want
I just can't have
And my eyes betray me all the time
Because what I want
It just can't be
What the future holds
I just can't see
You open the door
Step inside my room
And I was too tired to lift my head
I awoke the next day
To find it just a dream
You had already turned and walked away
I sat down today
Just needed some relief
And then you walked into my mind
You were lovely then
More than I could believe
But I just didn't have the time
