MY ONLY TERRY I REMEMBER SEEING YOU LYING THERE TO TRY TO SPEAK I DIDN’T DARE ENTWINED IN YOUR ARMS SHE LIE THERE TOO THAT I WAS THERE DIDN’T MATTER TO YOU I STOOD THERE WATCHING UNABLE TO LEAVE THAT IT WAS HAPPENING I COULDN’T BELIEVE THE DARKNESS SEEMED TO ENCLOSE MY MIND A WAY OUT OF THE ROOM I HAD TO FIND I TOOK ONE LAST LOOK BEFORE I FLED I NEVER HEARD THE WORDS YOU SAID HOURS OF WALKING THE STREETS OF TOWN DAYS BEFORE I WORE THE SMILE OF A CLOWN YEARS OF PRETENDING AND PLAYING THE ROLE NO ONE KNOWING YOU’D DESTROYED MY SOUL FRIENDS SAID THE HURT WOULD SOMEDAY HEAL I KNEW IT WOULDN’T THE PAIN WAS TO REAL NEVER WOULD YOU AND I TOGETHER BELONG YET I KNEW IN MY HEART THAT WAS WRONG A SPECIAL LOVE FOR YOU I WOULD ALWAYS CARRY MY FIRST, MY LAST, MY ONLY TERRY