WELCOME TO MY HEART


TIME WILL TELL THE TIME HAS STOPPED, OR SO IT SEEMS FOR WISHFUL HOPES, AND GIRLISH DREAMS. THE WORLD I'VE FOUND DOESN'T PLAY FAIR, THEY SEEM TO FORGET OR JUST DON'T CARE. THAT LITTLE GIRLS DREAMS ARE EASILY BROKEN, BY WORD OR DEED, IF CARELESSLY SPOKEN. BUT NO-ONE RELIEZES, THAT LITTLE GIRL STAYS, INSIDE OF US ALL, GUIDING OUR WAYS. ALWAYS SEARCHING AND SEARCHING TRYING TO FIND, THE PERFECT HAPPYNESS BUILD UP  BY OUR MIND. FROM CRADLE TO CRADLE ACROSS THIS CREAT LAND, WE ARE TOLD OF PRINCE CHARMING AWAITING OUR HAND. SO IF DESTINEY SENDS A MAN TO OUR LIFE WE BELIEVE WE'RE CINDERALLA, PRINCE CHARMINGS WIFE. EXCEPT OUR MOMS FORGOT TO MENTION ONE SMALL FACT THAT PRINCE CHARMING NOT PERFECT, INFACT IT'S AN ACT. WE HOLD ON TO OUR DREAMS AND STRUGGLE THROUGH KNOWING AROUND THE CORNER, OUR SKYIES WILL TURN BLUE. SOMETIMES IT COMES TRUE, THOUGH RARELY IT SEEMS DOES A LITTLE GIRL FIND HER CHILDISH DREAMS.
I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THE HURT I'VE HAD DUE TO YOUR HAND I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO REALISE EACH TIME I FORGIVE A PART OF ME DIES I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO CHERISH OUR VOWS ALL YOU CARE ABOUT ARE YOUR HERE AND NOWS I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO PROTECT MY HEART EACH TIME WE TRY TO MAKE A NEW START I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO KNOW HOW TO GIVE THE PART OF YOURSELF TO MAKE OUR LOVE LIVE I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO SEE ME SLIPPING AWAY FROM THE PLACE IN YOUR HEART I WANTED TO STAY I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO WANT TO SEE YOUR KILLING THE LITTLE GIRL INSIDE OF ME I LOVE YOU BUT: I NEED TO SAVE HER SMILING FACE HER DREAMS OF LOVE AND FLOWING LACE HER HOPES OF HAPPILY EVER AFTER HER MEMORIES OF SIMPLE GIRLISH LAUGHTER I LOVE YOU BUT: YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THE PAIN SHE'S HAD DUE TO YOUR HAND
POEMS POEMS ARE A WAY TO SAY HOW WE FEEL OUR INNER THOUGHTS THAT NO-ONE CAN STEAL WHEN YOU WRITE A POEM, YOU KNOW IT BY HEART FOR IN YOUR LIFE IT’S A VITAL PART IT’S FROM MEMORIES THAT MOST POEMS ARE MADE FROM A TIME IN YOUR LIFE, YOU WISH YOU HAD STAYED SOMETIMES FOR MOST OF US IT CAUSES GREAT PAIN BUT THROUGH OUR POEMS IT’S STRENGTH WE GAIN IT’S OUR OPEN HEARTS THAT PEOPLE READ IF THEY COULD ONLY SEE HOW MUCH THEY BLEED BUT LIKE I SAID OUR POEMS ARE OUR WAY TO COPE WITH LIFE FROM DAY TO DAY SO WHEN YOU READ A POEM REMEMBER MINE AND FEEL WITH YOUR HEART EVERY LINE
TRINKETS BOXES OF MEMORIES PACKED AND STORED TRINKETS OF OLD TIMES STILL ADORED YEARS OF BABY CLOTHES FOLDED UP NEAT THE FIRST PAIR OF SHOES HE WORE ON HIS FEET THE CRIB AND THE WALKER FOR GENERATIONS TO COME WILL REMEMBER WITH LOVE WHERE THEY CAME FROM IN ANOTHER TRUNK IS HIS NEW BORN CLOTHS AND UNDER IT ALL YOUR VERY FIRST ROSE THEN ONE DAY YOU GO THROUGH IT ALL AND FIND IN THE CORNER HER FIRST BABY DOLL WITH JOY IN YOUR HEART, AND A TEAR IN YOUR EYE TO THE MEMORIES ONCE AGAIN YOU SAY GOOD-BY
IS TO TO HAVE A LOVE THAT WILL NEVER END IS TO HAVE A HEART THAT WILL NEVER MEND TO SEE HIS FACE WHERE EVER YOU TURN IS TO MAKE MISTAKES FORM WHICH TO LEARN TO HEAR HIS VOICE WHEN HE’S NOT THERE IS TO KNOW NEVER AGAIN HIS LIFE TO SHARE TO WRITE HIM LETTERS THAT WILL NEVER BE READ IS TO CRY ALONE IN AN EMPTY BED TO KNOW IT’S GOOD AND FOR THE BEST IS TO FINALLY GIVE YOUR MIND A REST.
YOUR LIES DO NOT CONFUSE ME WITH YOUR LIES I KNOW NOW YOUR HEARTS TRUE SIZE IT DOESN’T MEASURE TO THE LOVE I NEED AND KNOW ALL ALONE MY HEART WILL BLEED NO-ONE CAN SAY I DIDN’T STAY AND TRY BUT IT DOES NO GOOD TO WONDER WHY THE PROMISES YOU MADE GAVE ME HOPE BUT WITH TRUE LOVE YOU COULDN’T COPE THE TEARS I CRY AREN’T JUST FOR ME THEY’RE FOR A LOVE YOU COULDN’T SEE SO SAVE YOUR LIES FOR SOMEONE NEW OUR CHAPTER IN THIS LIFE IS THROUGH
CHILD’S FIRST LOVE IT’S ALL SO SIMPLE IT’S HARD TO SEE WHAT OUR SPECIAL LOVE REALLY MEANT TO ME I WAS A CHILD WHEN WE FIRST MEET ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE I HADN’T LEARNED YET YOU SWEEP ME AWAY TO A DIFFERENT LIFE I DREAMT ONE DAY I’D BE YOUR WIFE BUT ALL TO SOON YOU LEFT ME BEHIND A REASON TO LIVE I HAD TO FIND I CRIED FOR DAYS  MY WORLD WAS GONE NIGHTS WHERE SO LONG BEFORE THE DAWN BUT LIKE THEY SAY ABOUT A BROKEN HEART WITH TIME IT HEALS EXCEPT A SMALL PART AS THE YEARS WENT BY THAT SMALL PART GREW I HOPED ONE DAY YOU’D LOVE ME TOO AND LIKE A FAIRY TALE YOU RETURNED ONE DAY AND I MY ARMS I KNEW YOU’D STAY I WON’T GO INTO WHAT WENT WRONG I GUESS WE JUST HEARD A DIFFERENT SONG BUT TO THIS DAY AFTER ALL THAT’S BEEN MY HEARTS STILL HIS FOR NO MAN TO WIN.  
SHADOWS IN THE SHADOW OF MY LIFE I SENSE A CHANGE A COMING A DIFFERENCE IN MY BODY A CALMNESS IN MY MIND I’LL NOT BE WHAT PEOPLE CALL ME EVEN THOUGH THEY’LL BELIEVE IT SO A WOMEN OF THE NIGHT A PASSER OF THE DAY I CAN NOT BE AS MY MOTHER WAS FOR DARKNESS IS NOT IN MY CORNER A LOVER TO A STRANGER A STRANGER TO HER DAUGHTER EVEN THOUGH LIFE FOR ME MAY BE HARDER I WILL NOT DESTROY MY ONLY DAUGHTER A MOTHER OF GOOD JUDGMENT A FRIEND OF GOOD TRUST AND THIS I SWEAR TO YOU MY SWEET UNTIL THE MAN  OF YOUR DREAMS YOU MEET
MIND VERSES HEART SOMETIMES I FIND MYSELF STILL LOVING YOU AT THAT TIME MY HATRED GROWS TOO MY MIND TELLS ME YOU’LL NEVER CHANGE MY ARMS STILL WANT YOU WITHIN RANGE IT’S AT THESE TIMES I HATE US BOTH FOR WE HAVE EACH BETRAYED OUR PROMISED OATH I HOPE THAT I WILL FIND LOVE SOMEDAY IF IT’S TRUE WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE’S A WAY BUT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I’LL SEE YOUR EYES AND NO-ONE WILL KNOW THAT MINE STILL CRIES
WHY I FEEL THAT MY HEART IS SLOWLY DYEING NEVER TRUE LOVE WILL I FIND AGAIN MY CHANCE HAS PAST, I LET IT SLIP BY I WONDER WHY I WAS LEFT WITH CHILD TO RAISE ALONE WITHOUT ANY HELP I WILL SURVIVE IT SHALL BE HAD BUT I’LL STRUGGLE BY I WONDER WHY OUR TROUBLES MANY OUR REWARD FEW WE’LL LIVE ON THE BEST WE CAN I BROUGHT IT ON US I SAID GOOD-BY I WONDER WHY SEEMS LIFE IS STRANGE IT’S FULL OF CHANCE TAKE ONE ROAD IT LEADS TO ANOTHER WHICH EVER YOU CHOOSE GOD WILL BE BY I WONDER WHY.
HIDDEN SECRETS IN THE CENTER OF MY HEART THERE’S A SECRET HIDDEN PART THAT NO ONE CAN SEE THAT NO ONE CAN TOUCH IT’S THERE FOR ONLY ME TO FEEL I’M THE ONLY ONE TO KNOW IT’S REAL A SHINING TINY TEAR A MUFFLED TINY CRY I CAN NEVER LET MY SECRET BE KNOWN IT’S A BURDEN I MUST CARRY ALL ALONE I LOVED HIM THEN I LOVE HIM NOW ISN’T IT SAD THE MESS I’VE MADE THE LAYS OF GOD I SHOULD HAVE OBEYED TO LOVE AND HONOR TO DEATH DO US PART I THOUGHT I WAS RIGHT TO LEAVE HIM BEHIND BUT OUR KIND OF LOVE I’LL NEVER AGAIN FIND IT COMES ONLY ONCE IT STAYS ONLY SECONDS SO WHAT EVER YOU DO FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND NEVER FORM YOUR LOVE HAVE A SECRET HIDDEN PART.
I WANT TO  FORGET WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME I DON’T KNOW I JUST WISH THE MEMORIES WOULD GO THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART CRIES AT NIGHT MY MIND AND MY HEART CONSTANTLY FIGHT AS THE MONTHS SLOWLY TURN TO YEARS I HOPE THE PASSING TAKES AWAY THE TEARS THE SONGS ON THE RADIO THEY SOMETIME PLAY MAKE ME WANT TO RETURN TO YESTERDAY I WANT TO FORGET THE LIFE WE SHARED I WANT TO FORGET THAT I EVER CARED I WANT TO SEE THE LIGHT UP AHEAD I WANT TO SLEEP WHEN I GO TO BED I DON’T WANT TO CRY WHEN I HERE OUR SONG I DON’T WANT TO FEEL THAT I WAS WRONG
GROWING UP YOU LOVED ME ONCE I KNOW YOU DID THE PROBLEM WAS I WAS JUST A KID WHEN I GREW UP I CHANGED INSIDE THE FACT THAT I DID I COULDN’T HIDE THAT SWEET LITTLE GIRL I USED TO BE WILL NEVER AGAIN BE A PART OF ME I WISH HER BACK BUT SHE WON’T COME I GUESS WE ALL HAVE TO GROW UP SOME INSTEAD OF GROWING TOGETHER WE SLOWLY GREW APART NOW ALL ALONE WE’LL MAKE A NEW START WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL THAT COMES ONLY ONCE WHY DIDN’T WE TURN BACK THE YEARS THE MONTHS.
CRISSIE’S POEM LOVE CAN BE HARD THE FIRST TIME OUT THAT IT’S TRUE LOVE YOU MAY EVEN DOUBT HE’LL BRAG ABOUT THE GIRLS HE’S HAD NOT RELEASING IT’S MAKING YOU SAD WHAT SEEMS TO MAKE IT WORSE OF ALL IS WAITING BY THE PHONE FOR HIS CALL YOU’LL WRITE HIM LETTERS YOU’LL NEVER SEND CRY ON THE SHOULDER OF YOUR BEST FRIEND YOU’LL LOVE HIM YET YOU’LL HATE HIM TOO YOU’LL BE CONFUSED ABOUT HIS FEELINGS FOR YOU BUT WHEN HE’S FINALLY BY YOUR SIDE YOU’LL FORGET THE NIGHTS ALONE YOU CRIED.
HOLIDAY LIGHTS HOLIDAY LIGHTS THAT FLICKER AND GLOW ARE A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT TO BESTOW PACKAGES WITH RIBBONS UNDER THE TREE SOME HIDDEN BACK SO THE CHILDREN WON’T SEE THE STOCKING HANG READY TO BE FILLED WITH EACH TOY THEY WILL BE THRILLED THE CHILDREN ARE MUCH TO EXCITED TO SLEEP YET FROM THEIR ROOMS YOU DON’T HERE A PEEP THE COOKIES FOR SANTA THE CHILDREN WERE MAKING WILL ALL BE GONE BY THE TIME THEY AWAKEN THE PIES BEING MADE THE COOKIES ARE DONE THIS TIME OF YEAR EVEN BAKING SEEMS FUN THE GIGGLES, THE LAUGHS FROM CHRISTMAS’S BEFORE WAS ONLY A GLIMPSE OF WHAT’S IN STORE YOU SEE CHRISTMAS WILL BE CELEBRATED DIFFERENT THIS YEAR FOR IN OUR HEARTS HIS GRACE WAS MADE CLEAR JESUS IS THE REASON FOR ALL OF THIS FUSS FOR HE WAS BORN ON THIS DAY FOR YOU & FOR US
NEVER END YOUR ON MY MIND WHEN I’M ALL ALONE MY HAND SLOWLY REACHES FOR THE PHONE TO HEAR THE WORDS FROM LONG AGO AND THE HURT INSIDE “BECAUSE” ONLY I KNOW THAT OUR KIND OF LOVE WILL NEVER END NO MATTER HOW OUR HEARTS PRETEND OUR LIVES WILL CARRY ON AS THEY ALWAYS DO BUT YOU’LL THINK OF ME, AND ME OF YOU WHERE LIKE A HEART THAT’S BEEN TORN IN HALF WITHOUT THE OTHER THERE’S NO REASON TO LAUGH BUT NO-ONE MUST KNOW THE PAIN WE SHARE OR THAT FOR EACH OTHER WE WILL ALWAYS CARE SO I DRAW MY HAND AWAY FROM THE PHONE AND CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP, YET AGAIN ALL ALONE
LONELY HOLIDAY A FEELING OF THE HOLIDAY IS IN THE AIR I REMEMBER THE JOYS WE USED TO SHARE THE HOLIDAYS BEFORE WHERE HARD TO TAKE BUT WITH CHRISTMAS HERE, I’M AFRAID I’LL BREAK I LOOK AT THE LIGHTS I’VE PUT ON THE TREE BUT THROUGH THE TEARS YOUR ALL I SEE OUR SON DOESN’T NOTICE ANYTHING’S WRONG IT’S BEEN A YEAR IT DOESN’T SEEM THAT LONG WITH EACH PRESENT I WRAP I THINK OF YOU I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE, AND WITH WHO CHRISTMAS WON’T HAVE THE SAME MEANING THIS YEAR FOR OUR FAMILIES NOT WHOLE WITHOUT YOU HERE BUT ON CHRISTMAS MORNING I’LL PUT ON A SMILE AND I’LL HURT INSIDE FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE
WITH TIME AS I LAY HERE THINKING OF HIM TONIGHT I REALIZE WHAT THEY SAY MAY BE RIGHT WITH TIME THE MEMORIES SEEM TO FADE AWAY THOUGH I KNOW YOU THINK THEY’LL ALWAYS STAY BUT ONE DAY WHILE YOUR THINKING OF HIM THE MEMORY YOU HAVE WILL SEEM SO DEEM OH, THEY’LL BE TIMES WHEN YOU’LL STILL CRY AND YOU’LL ALWAYS HEAR THAT WHISPERED WHY AND AS THE YEARS GO BY YOU WON’T REALLY FORGET AND THAT YOU STILL CRY YOU WON’T EVEN ADMIT YOU SEE HE’LL ALWAYS BE A PART OF YOU YOU’LL ALWAYS BE A PART OF HIM TOO THE UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE YOU SHARED WILL ALWAYS BE MEMORIES OF THE TIME YOU CARED JUST REMEMBER, THE MEMORIES DON’T REALLY FADE AWAY THEY JUST DON’T HURT AS MUCH FROM DAY TO DAY.
CHILD AGAIN TO BE A CHILD AGAIN, FREE ONCE MORE ENJOYING THE SMALL THINGS I DID BEFORE TO KNOW NOT OF LOVE OR HURT OR PAIN ENJOYING THE SMELL OF NEW FALLEN RAIN TO HAVE NOT A MEMORY ON WHICH TO CRY OF THE BROKEN LOVE BETWEEN YOU AND I TO FALL IN LOVE WITH OUT THE FEAR THAT ALL WILL END IN A SILENT TEAR TO LEARN EACH DAY OF SOMETHING NEW NOT YET ANY WORRY OF WHO’S DATING WHO TO HAVE LIFE SO SIMPLE, NO WORRIES IN SIGHT WHILE LEARNING THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WRONG AND RIGHT TO BE A CHILD AGAIN FREE TO RUN I CAN NEVER GO BACK FOR NOW I HAVE A SON.
I CRY WHEN I WAKE UP SCARED I REACH FOR YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR GONE I CRY WHEN I SEE YOUR PICTURE I LONG FOR YOU WHEN I REMEMBER OUR LOVE I CRY WHEN I HEAR OUR SONG, I CALL YOUR MANE WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR WORDS I CRY WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE SPECIAL I THINK OF YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOU TOUCH I CRY WHEN I’M ALONE AT NIGHT I NEED YOUR ARMS WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR GONE
HE WILL ANSWER THERE COMES A TIME IN EVERY PERSON’S LIFE WHITHER A BABY, A CHILD, A HUSBAND, OR WIFE WHEN A DAY SEEMS SO HARD TO STRUGGLE BY YOUR FLUSTERED, CONFUSED AND YOU WANT TO CRY THAT’S WHEN WE REACH A POINT ON WHICH TO GROW WHY IT HAPPENS THIS WAY, WE’LL NEVER REALLY KNOW I BELIEVE IT’S GOD WHO PUTS BLOCKS IN OUR WAY SO WE’LL TURN TO HIS WORD AS WE SHOULD EVERYDAY SO NEXT TIME YOU FEEL YOUR AGAINST A WALL REMEMBER ON WHO’S WISDOM YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL AND DON’T BE SURPRISED WHEN HE ANSWERS YOUR PRAYER FOR HE’S THE GOD WHO’S PROMISED TO ALWAYS BE THERE.
FATHER YOUR BODY LIE BENEATH THIS COVERED GROUND NEVER TO WHISPER OR UTTER A SOUND IT IS JUST TO YOUR BODY THAT WE SAY GOOD-BY YOUR MEMORY IS THE CAUSE OF THE TEARS WE CRY OUR GRIEF WE WILL BEAR OUR SORROW WE WILL SHED FOR WE KNOW IT WAS TO HEAVEN YOU WERE LEAD AT LEAST WE KNOW YOU HAVE NO PAIN NOW AND GOD SHALL LESSEN OUR GRIEF SOMEHOW YOU HAVE LEFT US WITH MEMORIES OF HAPPY TIMES AND YOU WHERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I USED MY DIMES I SOMETIMES FORGET THAT YOUR ACTUALLY GONE I EXPECT TO WAKE UP AND SEE YOU AT DAWN THEN I REMEMBER AND THE EMPTINESS RETURNS I GUESS LIVING WITH DEATH IS SOMETHING ONE LEARNS BUT YOU’LL NEVER REALLY BE GONE TO ME FOR I KNOW IT’S BY MY SIDE YOU’LL ALWAYS BE.
LITTLE GIRLS HEARTS TO A MAN WHO ALWAYS NEW HIS LITTLE GIRLS HEARTS TO A MAN THAT COULD STOP TROUBLE BEFORE IT COULD START THIS POEM IS TO YOU OUR FATHER OUR FRIEND A MAN WHO WAS LOVED FROM BEGINNING TO END WE KNOW YOU ARE GONE BUT ALWAYS YOU’LL REMAIN FOR EVEN THE WIND SEEMS TO WHISPER YOUR NAME WHEN WE NEEDED YOU, YOU ALWAYS KNEW SOMEHOW WE KNOW YOUR BY OUR SIDES EVEN KNOW IT DOESN’T FEEL THE EMPTINESS LEFT IN OUR LIFE’S OR LESSEN THE PAIN OF YOUR MORNING WIFE WE SHALL CARRY ON WITH OUR HOPES OUR DREAMS EVEN THOUGH OUR HEARTS WILL TEAR AT THE SEAMS WE’LL THINK OF YOU AS THE YEARS GO BY I SUPPOSE EVEN WITH TIME WE’LL STILL CRY BUT THE PAIN SHALL LESSEN IN YOUR LITTLE GIRLS HEARTS AND WE’LL ONLY REMEMBER THE VERY SPECIAL PARTS.
GOD’S PROMISE GOD PROMISES US EACH A VALLEY OF GOLD WHERE NEVER AGAIN SHALL OUR BODIES BE COLD HE SENT HIS SON TO LEAD THE WAY TO THE PLACE WHERE OUR SOULS CAN REST SOMEDAY IT’S A PLACE WHERE NO ONE SHALL SHED A TEAR IT’S A PLACE WHERE NO-ONE KNOWS OF FEAR IT’S A PLACE WHERE DARKNESS NEVER FALLS IT’S A PLACE WHERE SATIN NEVER CALLS GOD KNOWS EACH LIFE FROM BEGINNING TO END AND THROUGH IT ALL HE STAYS OUR FRIEND IF IT SEEMS AT TIMES HE’S FORGOTTEN YOU THE PRAYERS YOU PRAY DON’T SEEM TO GET THROUGH REMEMBER THE PROMISES OF STREETS OF GOLD REMEMBER THE CLOTH IN WHICH JESUS WAS ROLLED FOR THROUGH HIS SON GOD ANSWERS EACH PRAYER AND HIS ANSWERS WILL ALWAYS BE JUST AND FAIR.
GOD’S WILL HE ENTERED THIS EARTH WITH A JOB TO DO TO SAVE FROM SIN BOTH ME AND YOU SO YOUNG TO HAVE THIS BURDEN TO HOLD YET HE KNEW GODS STORY MUST BE TOLD ACROSS THE NATIONS GOD’S WISDOM WAS SPREAD AND TO HIS SIDE IS WHERE MILLIONS WHERE LEAD IF IN HIS PATH YOUR SHADOW LAY HIS GENTLE SMILE COULD HEAL YOUR PAIN BUT JESUS KNEW GOD’S WILL MUST BE DONE BY HIM THE SAVIOR GOD’S ONLY SON IT SADDENED HIM WHEN THE END FINALLY CAME FOR NOT EVERY MAN BELIEVED ON HIS NAME IF THEY ONLY KNEW THE PROPHESY THEY FILLED FOR IT WAS ALREADY WRITTEN THAT JESUS BE KILLED TO SAVE FORM SIN BOTH ME AND YOU HE ENTERED THIS EARTH WITH A JOB TO DO.
MY ONLY TERRY I REMEMBER SEEING YOU LYING THERE TO TRY TO SPEAK I DIDN’T DARE ENTWINED IN YOUR ARMS SHE LIE THERE TOO THAT I WAS THERE DIDN’T MATTER TO YOU I STOOD THERE WATCHING UNABLE TO LEAVE THAT IT WAS HAPPENING I COULDN’T BELIEVE THE DARKNESS SEEMED TO ENCLOSE MY MIND A WAY OUT OF THE ROOM I HAD TO FIND I TOOK ONE LAST LOOK BEFORE I FLED I NEVER HEARD THE WORDS YOU SAID HOURS OF WALKING THE STREETS OF TOWN DAYS BEFORE I WORE THE SMILE OF A CLOWN YEARS OF PRETENDING AND PLAYING THE ROLE NO ONE KNOWING YOU’D DESTROYED MY SOUL FRIENDS SAID THE HURT WOULD SOMEDAY HEAL I KNEW IT WOULDN’T THE PAIN WAS TO REAL NEVER WOULD YOU AND I TOGETHER BELONG YET I KNEW IN MY HEART THAT WAS WRONG A SPECIAL LOVE FOR YOU I WOULD ALWAYS CARRY MY FIRST, MY LAST, MY ONLY TERRY
WHAT’S FAIR IT’S BEEN 9 MONTHS SENSE YOU PASSED AWAY I RELIES THE PAIN IS HERE TO STAY I’M FINE SOMETIMES FOR WEEKS ON END BUT I GUESS MY PAIN SHALL NEVER MEND WHEN I SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE MY DAD I REMEMBER YOUR GONE AND AGAIN I FEEL SAD OR I’LL HEAR YOUR VOICE AND SPIN AROUND HOPING FROM YOUR BODY CAME THAT LOVELY SOUND I SEE DAUGHTERS WITH FATHERS WALKING BY AND I WONDER WHY GOD CHOOSE YOU TO DIE DID HE KNOW THE PAIN I’D FEEL THAT 9 MONTHS LATER I’D MISS YOU STILL THE KIND OF LOVE THAT A FATHER CAN GIVE IS WHAT I’LL MISS NOW AS LONG AS I LIVE IT’S NOT FAIR THAT GOD TOOK YOU AWAY WHEN OTHER GIRLS FATHERS GOT TO STAY.
I WONDER WHY I WONDER WHY WE LAUGH AND CRY I WONDER WHY THE BIRDS CAN FLY I WONDER WHEN WE’RE GOING TO DIE I WONDER WHO KNOWS ALL THESE THINGS A TEACHER, A PREACHER, OR MAYBE A CREATURE NOT NONE OF THESE THINGS CAN  THEY TELL BUT THE SON OF GOD TO WHOM WE SHOULD KNEEL.
NEVER EMPTY AGAIN SHE CRIES FOR SHE KNOWS SOMETHING’S WRONG, SOMETHING’S MISSING THEN SHE SITS AND LISTENS: TO THE BIRDS SO PEACEFULLY SINGING TO THE SKY SO BLUE AND CLEAR TO THE RIVER SO QUICKLY RUSHING TO THE LEAFS BLOWING THROUGH THE TREES AND SHE SEEMS TO HEAR THE WORD OF GOD TELLING HER TO HAVE PEACE IN HER SOUL AND SHE REALIZES HE’S WHAT’S MISSING HIM THE MAIN SOURCE OF LIFE AND SHE KNOWS NOW SHE’LL NEVER BE EMPTY AGAIN.
BELIEVE IT MY FRIEND THE WORLD IS  COMING TO AN END PLEASE BELIEVE IT MY DEAR FRIEND I DON’T THINK THE GOOD BOOK WOULD LIE BELIEVE IT MY FRIEND THE EARTH WILL DIE THE ANGELS WILL COME AND TAKE US AWAY BUT LEAVE THE BAD SHEEP THAT WENT ASTRAY I PRAY AT NIGHT FOR THE DAY TO ARRIVE THEN I CRY FOR THOSE THAT WON’T SURVIVE YOU PEOPLE THAT WON’T SEE THAT HE IN NEAR WILL CRY AND WEEP WHEN HE GETS HERE FOR HE WILL TURN AND LOOK ASIDE FOR WHY SHOULD HE TAKE YOU, WHEN YOUR DENIED.
THE END THE WORLD IS NOT A PLACE OF LOVE THE ONLY REAL LOVE IS UP ABOVE SEEMS TO ME A LOT OF PEOPLE GET HURT THEY EVEN TREAT THEIR FRIENDS LIKE DIRT OH, IT’S NOT AS BAD AS IT WILL BE SOON JUST WAIT TILL THE DAY THERE’S BLOOD ON THE MOON BIG FLYING BIRDS WITH BLOOD IN THEIR EYES WILL KILL THE PEOPLE WHILE STILL IN THE SKIES THE EARTH WILL CRACK AND MAN WILL FALL IN BUT ONLY THOSE WHO ARE STILL IN SIN THE CONDEMNED WILL LOOK UP AND CALL OUT HIS NAME BUT IT WILL BE TO LATE, THEY’LL BE IN THE FLAME WITH A TEAR IN HIS EYE, GOD WILL LOOK NO MORE FOR IT IS HIS HEART, THAT MAN HAS SURLY TORE.
MY SON MY SON IS MY ONLY SHINING RAY OF HOPE HE’S THE MAIN REASON WITH LIFE I COPE HE’S A BUBBLING, BUSTING LITTLE BOY WHO WANTS TO BUT EVERY SINGLE TOY SO FULL OF ENERGY I CAN HARDLY KEEP UP WHILE HE WALKS DOWN THE STREET WITH HIS PUP HE’S NOW AT THE AGE, WHERE EVERYTHING’S WHY WHEN HE SEES MY TEARS HE SAYS “ DON’T CRY” WITH EVERY NEW WOOD HE LEARNS TO SAY I RELIES MY BABIES GROWING UP EVERYDAY IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE HE’S ALMOST TWO IT SEEMS TO ME TIME JUST FLEW BUT IN 5 DAYS, HE’LL BE EXACTLY THAT AGE IN THE CALENDAR OF LIKE WE’LL TURN A PAGE AND NEXT YEAR WHEN HE REACHES THREE I HOPE HE’S STILL SMALL ENOUGH TO SIT ON MY KNEE.
THERE IS THERE IS TIMES YOU COME INTO MY MIND THERE IS TEARS FOR THE LOVE WE COULDN’T FIND THERE IS ACING FOR THE ARMS THAT USED TO HOLD ME THERE IS LONELY NIGHTS THAT NO ONES EYES CAN SEE THERE IS LONGING FOR THE TIMES WE USED TO SHARE THERE IS SMILES FOR A LOVE SO RARE THERE IS PAIN KNOWING WE CAN NEVER LOVE AGAIN THERE IS SORROW BECAUSE NEITHER OF US CAN WIN THERE IS ANGER BECAUSE OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN SO CRUEL THERE IS CONFUSION NOT KNOWING WHO WAS THE FOOL THERE IS MEMORIES OF A LOVE THAT COMES ONLY ONCE IN LIFE THERE IS NO REMORSE THAT I WAS ONCE YOUR WIFE THERE IS A LESSON TO BE LEARNED FROM MY MARRIAGE TO YOU THERE IS HOPE THAT YOU HAVE LEARNED THIS LESSON TOO.
GOD KNEW MY FATHER WAS IN PAIN AND GOD SEEMED TO KNOW THAT NOW WAS THE TIME FOR MY DADDY TO GO HE ENTERED THE ROOM WITH GLORY AND LOVE AND GUIDED MY DADDY TO HIS HOME UP ABOVE I’LL NEVER FORGET THE EMPTINESS I HAD WHEN THEY TOLD ME OF THE DEATH OF MY DAD AND I’M SURE THAT MY DADDY SAW US WEEP THAT NIGHT WHEN WE LAID DOWN OUR HEADS TO SLEEP WE HAD ONE LAST CHANCE TO TELL HIM GOODBYE ON LAST I LOVE YOU BEFORE HE WOULD DIE.
MY LOVER LIES THERE WAS A TIME NOT LONG AGO WHEN LONELY NIGHTS WHERE OFTEN WHERE EVERY STAR BROUGHT ON A TEAR FOR LOVE NOT LONG FORGOTTEN I SEEM TO HOLD TO NOTHING REAL LIKE SAND UPON THE BEACH THROUGH MY FINGERS ALL WOULD FALL FOREVER OUT OF REACH BUT ALAS MY EYES ARE DRY ONCE MORE ALL SORROWS FADED WAY FOR IN MY ARMS MY LOVER LIES AND THERE I KNOW HE’LL SAY.
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