For Future Reference:

        I have never been published.


        If you think that is a terrible injustice - don't.


        I've never submitted anything to anyone.


        I've never been a professional.


        I've always wanted to be, but I won't submit.


        Because Submit means taking yourself out of your 


                own power and handing it over.


        I won't do that for myself.


        But I still write.  It's been a while since I've 


                written, but I write still.


        It's not really my fault at all.


        But who do we blame, then?