Nov. 16, 2000
I know I said my
heart was closed.
I realize it left
you very confused.
Then a moment
occurred for me.
Something I couldn’t
control or see.
My heart filled
with feelings for you.
I did not foresee
what it would do.
I promised to
keep my feelings at bay.
Yet my spirits
were uplifted by you each day.
I am at this turning
point in all this.
I know I have
really made a mess.
The tears I cry
are of pain and fear.
For all I wanted
was for us to be near.
I now see the
pain my actions have caused.
So now I will
step back, and accept this loss.
I cannot change
or erase how I feel.
All I wanted was
for my fantasy man to be real.
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