Within These Walls
Nov. 15, 2000
I cried many tears
I’ve felt so much fear
I hate living with this pain.
A terrible disease with
a single name.
I keep myself in a world safe
and small.
Around which I’ve built
a wall.
Those who know me well,
Rarely see this life I
call, “A living hell.”
I put up barriers for protection
from outside.
And most days I close
up and withdraw inside.
I feel most safe within my home.
And anxiety overcomes
me when outside I roam.
Doctors can name and give me
pills,
And I’ll sit and tell
them how I feel.
I hope one day to beat all this
And begin living as I
long for and wish.
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