I tried something new for all you visitors who are staying current with my hiding place.
ENJOY!!!!
Just click on the date above and it will bring you to the latest entry from me.
Well since you made it this far I guess you already know me. You know that I like to keep them guessing, it's so much fun that way. And what is life if it's not fun. So not much more to know, LOL. You probably know how much I LOVE Pooh and that I am Irish. Well that was easy to guess from the links page. I hope you went to see them. Even though they aren't finished yet but there is some stuff on them. Ok enough about me, I don't want you to fall asleep at the computer, LOL.
This is only my second day of web page creation. Better know as the ZOO. Something I just made up. Kind of cute don't you think. Well not really the ZOO but close. I crack myself up sometimes, LMAO. Only 2 days of working on the page and well my butt is killing me. Let me just worn you that if you are gonna create a web page, make sure you have plenty of heavy duty fluffy pillows. Why you ask, well you know the butt thing, LOL. And have a spare for me, I need it now.....
There is a BIG SPECIAL THANK YOU that I have to give. It is for a friend that helped me in this process. You helped me through some confusing stuff, and well THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. With your help I think the page looks pretty good if I do say myself. Oh I just did, LOL. See always cracking myself up. Seriously though I appreciate all the help and the fact that I was up until around 3:00 AM last nite working on it and you were there also up with me. Guess you don't need that much sleep anyway.
Special quote: "A fool will loose tomorrow reaching back for yestarday!" Kind of makes you think doesn't it. Made me think but I like to do that anyway.
Well I can't put everything down today, what will be left for tomorrow or the next day, LOL. There I go again cracking myself up. Have to do that, makes life more enjoyable.... Take care and see you soon secret friend(s). Who ever you are.....
July 1, 1998
Well did alot more on the page. I am surprising myself with it. And having so much fun also. Still getting lots of help from a friend and no not a secret one, well not yet anyway, hehehe. Holiday is coming up soon, the Fourth of July. Gonna be very different then what I had planned for it. Time will tell everything one day.... and Patience is a virtue.... well that's it for the cliches and I don't even think I spelt that right. I never said I was the best speller in the world. LOL, cause I'm not you know... Well I have lots more work to do, well not for the page but for my job... Bye.... P.S. if you were wondering about the dragon on the bottom, well I will tell you when I know who you are... Very few know what it means so I can't tell unless you tell me who you are...
July 5, 1998
OK the weekend is over and well I didn't do much work on the page. Somehow I thought this weekend would be different so I just wasn't in the mood. I should be back in the wacky mood of web page designing tomorrow. And I know what you are thinking, just the wacky mood of web page designing, aren't I always in a wacky mood. Well no but then again maybe yes but not really, oh well you can decide but then again I will decide. HaHaHa.... Bye
July 7, 1998
Well as u can see no one has found my secret hiding place. Thats ok it just gives me something to do. When I need to get away I can just come here and no one else knows about it (yet) so I can do anything I want to here, or say anything I want to, LOL.
The summer has just started and already I have no time do anything since I am doing so much. I am gonna take some mini vacations.... YEA.... I desperately need them, work and stuff is just stressing me out. One weekend I am going to Lake Placid. There is a rugby tournament. Went last year and had a blast, I mean it was a real good weekend. There was late nite swimming, no not me others, shhhh can't tell you more about that. Did some shopping (my middle name, LOL) and fun and more fun... Can't wait for it again. Oh yea and did see some rugby games, the purpose of the whole trip, LOL.
Well thats only one weekend there is another one were I am going to visit a friend. That should be just as much fun. Can't wait for that weekend either....
Ok gonna end today with this: "Always remember, Never forget Yestarday, Live for Today, and Look forward to Tomorrow" just something I wanted to say. I may have heard it from somewhere but not sure where. Bye....
July 14, 1998
Well hello there. No secret friends as of yet but I had to write something since I may not be around for a couple of days. Secrets are so much fun don't you think. My own little piece of heaven. I can write anything I want. Well as far as this weekend goes I won't be around. Big plans and lots of fun. I think this weekend will be one of the best ever. I can't say to much just because if you do read my secret page well that is just something I want to keep for myself. Sorry but somethings are best kept to myself, well maybe I will let one or naaa just one person in on it. Somethings are just better that way. Look out here comes the romantic side of me, LOL. Ok well I am gonna go for a bit. So long and see you in my secret hiding place.
Live each day to its fullist.
July 21, 1998
Hey there. Been awhile since I have been here and well I am not actually here (so to speak). I am writing from a friends computer, hehehehe... I took a little trip and all was good... Very nice.... Just wanted to drop a line to who ever you are but I will now who you are since you have to tell me. It's only a secret from everybody else, LOL... The weekend was nice... I don't think I will tell you everything but just that I had a wonderful time. This is my little secret even from you, sorry...
Keep reaching for the stars... (I know thats what Casey Kasem used to say on the top 10 countdown but you know you should do it always...)
Live each day to the fullest for tomorrow is always a day away!
August 5, 1998
Well how are all my secret friends doing? Even though I know there is only one friend who has found my secret hiding place. Well last weekend I had a blast... Went to Lake Placid for the Can-Am. If your not sure what that is you can ask me I will tell you, I promise. It's not like the dragon below where I may not tell, hehehe...
Well so much lately is going on. Work is getting so hectic, but thats no big surprise, LOL. I have this friend who is very nice but I think my friend wants to see if he has any doubts. Lately with everything going on in my friends life I think well maybe there is some thoughts going on also. Life sometimes gets really not really confusing but sort of well in need of some answers. I am not real sure what I am trying to say but I know what I mean and well maybe I will get the answers but first I think I have to come up with the right questions.
OK so much for the deep thoughted stuff. I can only do that every now and then cause otherwise I will just think to much about something and well then I think I think the wrong things. Does that make sense to you. It sort of does to me but then again I typed it, LOL.
It's late and I have work in the AM. So I will say goodnite and sweet dreams to all my secret friends.
OH and Goodnite Mrs. Calabash where ever you are. hehehe
August 12, 1998
Thing are just status quo lately. I guess thats a good thing. Alot is going on but I am dealing with it the best way I know how to. I know secret friend(s) you are probably wondering what is going on but you know it is so long and complicated to go into so I am just gonna type. I guess just typing gives me some sort of peace. Its like my little hide away and only a few know it. Well this is sort of theraputic for me.
With everything going on lately sometimes I feel I just can't talk about it with anyone. So you see in a way I am talking about it with someone just by typing. I know its not the same thing but it does help me. Even if no more people find my little hiding place it still helps. This lets me just get things out without getting them out. I hope you can understand what I mean cause it is hard to explain.
OK I think its enough already or I will just get to mushy and sentamental and sad so I will stop for now. You are probably wondering how I can get mushy, sentamental and sad all in the same words. Well trust me if you knew everything that was going on you would be the same way.
I wish I could just tell you everything but if you know me well enough then you know I just don't open up like that. Not with anyone regardless of how much you know me. This side of me has been a problem sometimes but you know its me. So its just the way it is. I am to old to change now. Sorry.
Well Thanks for letting me share. Be well...
August 34, 1998
Friday was the BOAT party and well what can I say but it was fun!!!
Well I everything I ever thought about human nature is true. I should not be surprised by it since they never let me down that way. Nothing surprises me anymore about people. Sometimes they can be very predictable. You see I try and did but to no avail and somehow I think I am more surprised at myself for thinking people can change. Oh well live and learn I say and well I have learned and I will live...
You are probably wondering what I am talking about but you know I am just talking. Just rambling about experiences and things that happen and what I know. Nothing to write home about just me and what happens to me is all.
On another note it looks like I may be building a wall again. That is sort of a metaphore for me. The wall is just for protection.
Well I am off but just remember, "Life is like a bowl of cherries..." Somehow though I always end up with PITS....
September 28, 1998
Yea yea I know its has been along time since I was here. Well there is good reason for that. I have been busy. Now if you know me, you knew I would say something like that. Well it is true. I am very busy with my job. So much happening there that I will be typing forever if I started so I will just leave it at that.
OH and for the rest of time, well so much going on there also. It seems like I told you once before, people are so predicatable. You know when you just want to jump in front of someone and say, 'HEY don't stand in front of that speeding car or you will get hurt' but somehow you can't. Well I tried to tell a friend that but somehow the car wasn't seen. Now you are saying, what the heck am I talking about. Well metaphors is key. Some will understand and well others just wont. It is to hard to explain and to lengthy to type, so if you really want to know, you can ask me I will tell. But anyway I don't want to digress here so moving right along.
Personal life is good now. I mean I see things alot clearer since I took off those 'ROSE' colored glasses. The fog has lifted. I know, you are saying again with the metaphors. Well sure, I can't give everything away. Girls gotta have some secrets *wink*. LOL. And if you do know me well then you know how I like to tease. Keeps you on your toes and always thinking, HEHEHEHEHE....
Well the glasses are off, I can see things correctly again and I am going on with everything. I can't be everybodies guardian. I can only help were I can but if they don't want to listen there is nothing I can do about it. You see I am only trying to help but if someone doesn't want my help even though they just asked for it there really is nothing I can do. I can only just sit back and watch and when the pieces all fall apart I will be there to help pick them up. That is just me I guess. Sometimes it is hard to sit back and watch but if I have learned one thing it is that I have to do that. It is a very hard lesson to learn. So many people get hurt when I do that but after the hurt I will be there for them.
OK enough of my rambling. I am done for the night. Like how I said for the night. Cause you know I will be back again to ramble. LOL
OH forgot on a side note, I think the dragon will come to life soon. Or at least I hope but lately I have had other ideas. I have thought about a wolf. I know you are asking why. Well the answer will be somewhere on my home page. It is not there yet but will be soon, so keep an eye out for it.
HUGGGGGGS to all my secret friends.
November 1, 1998
OK stop yelling, I know it's a long time in between visits from me. That's just because I have been very busy lately. Mostly work but other good and fun things also. I know you want to hear all about it well I will tell you. But first you have to tell me who you are!!!! I see more and more visits to the page but no one is fessing up, hmmmmmmm kind of curious....
Anyway, hope you had a good halloween. I did, it was very good. Went to a party at a friends house. Saw so many GHOULS, very scary..... Even the some were not in costume, hahahahaha.....
That is not the only reason I had a good time though. Did you ever feel sometimes that things just aren't the same. I mean if you have a friend that you have known for a very long time and things are just different. In a good way though. This is so hard to explain really. Lets just say that things are looking very good. And if you tell me who you are then I will explain it all to you. But, if you don't then you will have to keep guessing. OH Well your choice.
Well I have to tell you also, I am going to a USMC Ball. It is going to be so much fun. A friend of mine is taking me, he is such a great guy. Going to get all dressed up and dance (slow only of course). It is going to be a blast. Can't wait. I will make sure and tell you everything after. Well maybe not everything, you don't tell me everything, hahahahaha...
Well I am going to leave you now. Be well and enjoy life, that is what it is here for, ENJOYMENT..... I know I am enjoying, hehehehe.....
December 21, 1998
Yes I know it has been a long time but I am back. Things are going great in my life. So much has changed and if I do say so myself for the better. Opppps I just did say so, hahahahaha...
So you are wondering just what exactly I am talking about. Well there have been a few more visits to this page so when you tell me who you are I will tell you all the good things...
Well you know me and I will give you a hint... Are you ready...are you sure... OK here it is... Life for me right now is not at all how I pictured it would be. Sometimes when you stop looking for something or when you least expect it, it shows up on your doorstep. I have opened the door to let it in and embraced it. And what a nice embrace it is....hehehehe....
Well that's all the hints for now, so if you want to know more, just ask and maybe I will tell you...hehehe... that is if you are good...
So long for now and I promise I will try not to stay away so long next time. But, you know how life can be sometimes... it just consumes so much time and it has to be lived... That's what I am doing right now, living......
Remember... Time is on my side...... (that's another hint I borrowed from the Stones, but only one person will know what that means anyway, sorry). But for that one person, :)
January 15, 1999
Well Happy New Year to you all!!! Things are good on this end. The New Year started out a little rocky for me but I was a girl scout and little rocks don't scare me. I just put on my rock climbing gear and headed for the top. And I made it and what a sight you get at the top. It is something that very few have seen and once you see it, it is breathtaking. You never want to lose sight of it again and I have a secret, I am not going to lose sight of it ever!!!
I know, I know you are saying to yourself what is she talking about. Well you know I just may tell you but you have to ask. Those who see this page know something about me so you are now thinking to yourself, 'There is no way she went rock climbing, hahaha...' Well not to tell the truth, not literally but it is still a sight to behold. One sight I have never seen before but I LIKE IT!!!
OK enough about that, since I have gotten you wondering now, heeheehee... On to other stuff, good stuff... Have I ever told you I like Winnie the Pooh? OH yea you are thinking, 'No, really, I would have never guessed, DAH..., just take a look at the web page...' Well I know that but the special POOH!!! *WINK WINK* Someone knows exactly what I mean. I can tell you what I mean but then you will know about the special POOH and I don't share that, just my crayons, heeheehee...
Don't you just hate it, I always talk in riddles here. Well that is what this page is for me. It is for me to talk like that, just to say things. There are some who know exactly what I mean with the riddles and some who don't. I really don't mind telling those who don't all you have to do is ask. Really I will tell.
OK now back to the special POOH. Just can't stay away from talking about him. Go figure, hahaha. Well I can't say to much or you just may get what I am talking about (to those who are not sure that is), so it will stay with me. But I can tell you this, I smile alot thinking about him. OH yea and I think about him alot also. So what does that tell you. Well I will tell you what it tells you, it tells you that I am smiling all the time... :) And let me tell you, that it feels real GOOD...
Now before I get to sappy and mushy *wink* (someone knows what that means, heeheehee), I am not going to go any further. I have to save something for the future. Trust me there will definately be more to come. The future is just begining and from the looks of it to me, it is going to be a very very very long future... And I am looking forward to it ALL!!! :)
My words of wisdom for today,
"KEEP SMILING, I AM!!! IT IS A WONDERFUL AND GREAT FEELING!!!"
February 28, 1999
Hello Friends! How are you today? I am doing just great!!! Now that is something you will have to wonder about since I don't know who you all are. But just to let you know, I should have put the great in BIG BOLD letters!!! Makes you wonder even more now I bet. Well, hehehehe that's what I like to do, keep you wondering...
Just to tease you a bit more. I was just thinking how 'WONDERFUL' Chocolate Covered Strawberries were. I had some today and they were the best I ever had. Maybe it was because of the whole packaging they came with. It was a very special packaging. Still wondering, hehehehe... Good!!!
Well just wanted to update you a bit on the great things happening. Work is really going well. OH YEA and LIFE is going even better!!!!
Keep looking at the brite side of things and don't forget to smell the roses. Pink ones they are my favorite and they look even better... Bye for now.
June 30 1999
Hello my secret friends... Boy have I missed you. There is so much to tell but not sure if I can right now. Hard to explain that but just thought I needed to visit and say HI!!!
Did you ever wonder about life sometimes. It sure is full of surprises. Not real sure exactly what I mean by that but I just had to say it. Life twists and turns, goes up and down. Just like a rollercoaster don't you think. Things just seem to slap you up side your head sometimes. But, the scary part is when they do sometimes I just can't figure out what to do. My thoughts are on the rollercoaster and the ride isn't stopping. Sometimes I wish I could decide and the ups and downs...twists and turns end. But it isn't happening.
Now you are probably wondering were all this is coming from. Well I know in the past I always kept little pieces from you but this time I will tell you... IT IS COMING FROM ME.... It may not make to much sense but then again I am not making to much sense so this shouldn't either.
There is so much I just want to write and tell you my friends but I can't... It's not you it's me. You see this page is sort of my hide away. A place were I can just say what I want and still keep things to myself because I just don't say it all. But those of you who know me know that is ME!!!! That is what I do keep things to myself and don't share them. Well that may not always be a good thing but you know it doesn't hurt when I do that.
But I will tell you this..... I will share my CRAYONS.... Sorry I just had to put that in because I was starting to think to much and right now that is not a good thing. You see if I think then...ummmmm well lets just say I think about it ALL!!! And that is not what I want to do right now (I am lying here because I do want to think about it)....
You know something, tonight is another night of wonders...GREAT AND SMALL... Now try and figure that one out because I can't. So if you can please let me in on that one....
Well secret friends I think I have said to much and you are getting to know to much. It's not that I don't want to share but I have to be careful about what I do. There are some who probably know so I will just leave it at that.
Bye friends.... I will see you around sometime... MAYBE...