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*.....whispers.....*
*....I'm in this huge country mansion having dinner with Him...He's wearing black leather trousers and a white flowing silk shirt that's loosely tucked in........He stands and walks towards me, telling me not to speak as He takes my hand and kisses it gently, pulling me to my feet....He tells me to close my eyes, I smile and do so wondering what He's up to. I hear His footsteps and feel a slight movement of the air as He walks behind me, so close yet not touching, ... I feel his warm breath on my neck...my cheek...my ear...as he whispers..*do you trust me?*.... ....My heart beats a little harder as my breathing quickens, a sudden wave running through me...I hardly know Him...yet..I whisper....*..I...yes....yes I do....* I can hear the silk shirt he wears, brush softly against his skin as he moves behind me...I can't make out what he's doing but smile to myself, my lips part subconsciously as I keep my eyes closed for Him.... ...Soft material, satin I think....touches my eyes, I pull back instinctively and raise my hand to my face...he speaks quickly, softly...*Do you trust me.....*...I want to open my eyes...but I don't...I don't know why....a loud whisper..grating voice..*Do You Trust Me...*...my smile vanishes, 1001 questions race through my mind as I hear myself replying to Him...*Yes Sir...I do trust You...*...*then put your hands by your side*...*but I....* *NOW!!* ...My arms drop quickly to my sides,...why didn't I just run?....why didn't I stand up for myself?.... I gasp suddenly as an arm knocks the back of my knees, causing me to fall back into his other arm ...He holds me close to Him as He strides confidently across the room...my mind races as I bite my lip nervously...He must sense my unease because He puts his mouth on the soft curve of my ear , His voice strong...hypnotizing..something about Him.... .......He whispers..*You are safe with me my little one....always know that you are safe*.... ...My head swims as the words stay with me...I trust Him, yet don't know why, I'm nervous, not knowing what to expect, yet right now, feeling the warmth from His body seep through His shirt, warming my bare skin... I feel safe and rest my head in the soft curve where his neck and shoulder meet....I snuggle into Him, and as I feel His neck against my face I lift a little, almost daring myself to kiss and bite Him...normally I'm not a shy person and would...but its as if I can hear His voice telling me No!..Yet no words come from His mouth.... ...His footsteps echo, ..we must be in the hallway...I am blinded by the soft Satin that firmly yet gently, holds my eyes..I listen for sounds yet hear nothing but Him... ...The course changes, I'm aware that suddenly we are on stairs...stone steps, and the air is growing cold...I tense...a sudden scuffling sound in front of us..."What's that noise??" I demand to know, sitting straight in his arms. He holds me tighter but continues to make His way, stepping from the last stone slab,....*Remember little one.....you are safe*....I'm not sure, uneasy again, and struggle with myself, with my mind, wanting to reach up and pull the blindfold off...invisible chains hold my arms in their place, the chains of submission.... ...He stops suddenly and bends slightly, allowing my feet to touch the cold ground...I shudder and splay my fingers, my arms tense as I touch the cold wall directly behind me, my breathing quickens and throat begins to dry. I reach out to make sure He is still there and am relieved to find Him less than a foot away.... ...His lips suddenly brush against mine causing me to breath in sharply, His hands taking hold of my wrists, raising them and holding them firmly above my head...he nudges my lips apart with His and I open to him,...God how I want Him to take me,...to take what I give willingly.... ...His hands release my wrists...but they stay there, as He slides His down along my arms in featherlight touches...shivers run the length of my body and my back arches as His mouth locks onto mine...His hand reaches up to take mine as his lips pull away, leaving me aching...He walks, guiding me gently He is my eyes....once again I am swept from my feet and placed on a strange table or bench or something...I feel slats that are individually covered with a layer of velvet equal size gaps in-between them...He speaks softly close to my ear..* lie down my little one, put your arms through the slats ...*...I obey Him, longing for His kiss, His soft lips on mine again and ~SNAP~four hands hold my wrists and cuff them in the blink of an eye...I freeze, horrified, my mind trying desperately to convince me that it was Him and not others holding my wrists...I tug and hear the links of chains play their music...I can move just 2 or 3 inches... ..."Sir???...Sir Please??" ...His lips lock onto mine suddenly, passionately ...the feeling I have is like no other...I want Him, I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm .....I feel His hot breath and hear his words as He whispers to me..*ssshh...my little one, you are safe with me*...*but..but..*...*HUSH my little one and be still..*....I quieted immediately and start to think logically....I do trust Him...I do....I know he would never allow anything to happen to me...but someone else is here...I can't...I just can't...He knows that...He touches my cheek, I turn my cheek to lean on his hand, a second hand runs a finger across my neck and I shiver...His mouth is on mine..I want Him so badly...I flinch as four more hands under the table slide gently caressing my arms...His mouth, His tongue, still searching mine I whimper as the fingers of four more hands slide up and down my back through the slats...more hands touching the backs of my legs... gently.....a tear soaks into the Satin as more hands come to rest lightly on my shoulders..four more hands on my breasts...just running themselves so slowly over my skin....more hands on my waist and tummy,...hands on my thighs...my calves.....everywhere...all caressing , some gently...some pinching...some sliding , some squeezing softly..... I cry silent tears as a sea of emotions engulf me...He knows me better than I do....the whimper in His throat tells me that this pleases Him...it pleases Him to see me wanting to writhe, knowing I'll stay still as he ordered.... ...He snaps his fingers and the hands are gone ...He knows me well,...He knows that right now I will beg Him to use my body....He knows now that right now my body is no longer mine, but His....He knows....because He is my Master....*
by: _cherry_b |