AGAIN
I guess I knew
Deep down in my heart
That we would never last
I knew it right from the start.
I know you're not worth it
You treat me like dirt
I know you're not worth it
But it still hurts.
I guess a relationship
Was too much to ask
And now we're done
It's gone, it's in the past.
When you would smile at me
And look deep into my eyes
My stomach--it would flutter
My heart--it would fly.
But now when you look at me
My stomach--it churns
My eyes--they fill with tears.
And my heart--it burns.
Now when I see you
I want to run and hide
That way I can escape
And not be terrified.
I'm terrified of you coming back
And hurting me again
But most of all
I'm terrified I'll accept you..again..