THE DECISION
My mind is being torn apart
For there are two men living in my heart.
The first...he tells me he will complete my life
The second...his love cuts like a knife.
One wants me to take his name
One causes me nothing but pain.
I know it is time for me to make a decision
To let myself out of this self-convicted prison.
The first one, his love is so true
This is something I always knew.
He has proven to me his undying love
Like an angel entering my life from above.
So why is it that I can't move along
And say good-bye to Mr. Oh-So-Wrong?
I know that I am scared to let anyone near
For this has always been my secret fear.
I just wish that I knew
A little more about number two.
For there is something about him that draws me near
i know in time I could love him--this to me is so clear.
I just wish I knew how he felt
Then I would know what to do with the cards I've been dealt.
If he could never feel for me
I would know it was time to set him free.
There is one thing that I have always known
If it were right with number two, it would have already grown?
Even though love does take time
He would have at least given me a hint that he wanted to be mine.
So with this, my decision is done
I am going to pick number one!
For he is the one that cares for me
He is the one that it is going to be!