IN MY HEART
If only I could find the words to tell you what is in my heart
I would tell you that I wished we could make a brand new start.
I don't understand what went wrong
If you did not care, why did you stick around for so long?
I wanted to love you..I just was not sure how
I just wish I could bring myself to tell you now.
So many times we laughed together
I was so desperately dreaming of forever.
Why did you lie and say you wanted it too?
I think there's someone else in your heart..I wish I only knew who.
My phone rings sometimes and no one is there.
I always pray that it is you and that maybe you care.
I hope that one day you will see
That you walked away from the love of your life, that being me.
'Cause I know I could have loved you the right way.
I would have held you in my arms and made you want to stay.
In time I will get over you and find another
Someone that will be my best friend and my lover.
But for now I will suffer and cry all alone
Wanting you and waiting by the phone.