SO MANY LIES

For 3 years I held you to myself
But for 3 years I also cried.
I felt guilty but
I told you so many lies.
At first I thought I loved you
And forever we would be.
But after too long I wanted to get rid of you
But you never could see.
I tried to let you go
But you wouldn't let me.
So I simply lied to you
But you still believed.
Here I sit 3 years later
Not looking back at all.
I rudely sit and hope
That you never call.
I tried to tell you everything
I tried to say good-bye.
But then you told me
That without me you'd die.
So maybe it is rude
That I don't even care.
But after the tears
I realize I wish you were never there.
I've tried to be nice
'I've tried to hold on.
But I never did love you
Please leave me alone.

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