WHY

There is something, I know, I have to say
But, if I tell.. you will you walk away?

I want to tell you what you've done to me.
Do you care to look and see?

You ripped my heart out and my soul,
Shattered my dreams, which you had made whole. It was just a lie.
I should have seen it coming
But, I didn't want to cry.

But, cry and weep I did.
I still do to this day.
I can never love another
Or, give my heart away.

There's nothing left inside me..
No happiness or such
The only happiness I felt was the waite till
when our two lips touched.

Do you even realize, the sorrow and misery?
All the endless anguish, you had to give to me?

I cry each night, when I try to sleep,
I lay awake and silently weep.

I walk through the day,
I pretend I'm okay
But, my acting is tiring and 'life' is not a play.

We shared so many dreams,
All ripped from my grasp,
Because you weren't willing to make our love last.

They tell me, "it's over,
Get on with your life."
But, somehow nothing ever seems right.

Tell me please darling,
Why you had to leave?
I would have loved you forever
But, now my love's so weak.

I want you to see the pain that I feel..
I want you to experience the anguish so real.

If you only knew
What I'm going through,
If you could only see what is happening to me.
Would you care,
Would you stare
Or, would you be too ashamed at the mess you've caused?

I loved you..
You loved me..
Love is supposed to last for all of eternity.

But, ours expired..
You grew tired.
And all I can do is reminisce?
About each kiss..
Each touch..
Each smile..
Each laugh..
Each hug.
You really were my angel from up above