You know, once on My Life pages, I made a comment that I know pissed off some people. Well all I can say is I’m sorry. Now what am I to do? Go around and be a playa, leading each and everyone on, or sit and talk about the feelings that are going on between us? I think it is only fair that two adults sit and talk about their feelings. And hope that they can come to some agreement on how to proceed from there.
I really don’t know what it is about me. I’m just one guy who choose not to be a dog. I totally respect women. I try to be a friend to every woman I meet and chat with. I could be a playa, I don’t want to be. I’m just looking for someone to spend the rest of my life with. There is someone who could be the lucky lady. But I have to meet her first. I will soon enough. As far as anyone else goes, I’m not asking anyone to sit and wait. I’m not worth waiting for. Someone may think so, but I don’t.
Do You Have feelings For me? The number two question I’m asked most. I’ll be as honest as I can. It depends on the person. There are a few persons I care about. Not just on chat, but outside of it as well. And yes I would love to have a relationship with each and everyone of them, but we all know that’s not possible. Now I know that you are not going to sit there and read this and say OMG! You know that there is more than one person in your life that you feel the same about. You just never sat down and talked about it.
Well I’ve come to a point in my life, where I want to know! I think it’s fair to everyone to get things out in the open about how we feel about each other. Then once everything is known, then we can see how to handle our relationship from there. Let me say that it has not been easy. And after this is read, I may lose alot of friends, but it can’t be helped. If you’ve read my Life pages, then you know a little about me. I need to at this point, be honest with myself above all.
So now what? Where do I go from here. Well it depends on the people who read this. Some of whom I have talked with. Some of whom, I think are interested, but are being careful, as to not get hurt. Well I’m not out to hurt anyone. I’m sure that some do feel hurt. I’m sorry if they do. I’m not a playa or a dogg. I’m just me. I like making friends, and chatting. I like meeting people online and in real life. I love caring about my friends, both online and off. I never said, I was anything more than a human being. Yes I’m not the normal guy you meet everyday. And I don’t see that as a problem. Well I didn’t until now.
Maybe I should be less different and more like other guys! Only care about what I can get. Maybe this would be less of a problem, then I wouldn’t be so disappointing to people. That is my greatest gift of all, disappointing people!
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