Hating You

Spit on me
Make me hate you
So that this ache will go away
Tell me you never loved me
If you still really do
Make this hurt of mine
Something more simple
Then the pain
I have been given
If I hate you
I won't be plague with sleepless nights
Missing the comfort of your arms
Wrapped tightly around me
I won't have to look for you
In the crowds
The lump in my throat won't come
When I can't find you
The memories would be easier
To let go
If only I could hate.

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