I sit and I wait
(I'm so stupid)
Praying that he'll call.
(Yeah right, get real)
My heart is breaking.
(Just like I knew it would)
I can't help the tears
(Because I'm a crybaby)
That don't seem to ever stop.
(Not that they'll do any good)
I want him to love me
(Fat chance in hell)
To feel as I feel.
(Haha, he isn't even calling)
Why can't I be happy?
(Cuz you're a LOSER)
When will I smile again?
(Never, get over it)
Even inside when I know I won't win.
(That's right, accept it)

A. Beckman 11/28/00