Understanding

I don't understand him.
Why he is sweet and loving
One moment
Cold and unavailible
The next.
I know my feelings,
This newfound love
That I do not want.
While not sure if he holds
Even a glimmer
Of affection for me.
He won't say
And I find myself
Unable to tell him.
Because I just don't
Understand him.

A. Beckman 11/23/00 1