Love isn’t supposed to be painful
Yet it can be
I found this
When I was with you
Always trying to please you
And never succeeding
The nights alone
When I sat and worried
About who you were with
And what you were doing
I loved you wholeheartedly
You took my heart
And used it against me
Cheating and lying
Your way through our relationship
I blamed myself
I tried my hardest
To keep you
Isolating myself from the world
To please you
To be there at your beck and call
I made myself a slave
To keep your love and attention
Even still it was hard
To let you go
And I shed many tears
Over the life we had shared together
But it was time
To begin a life of my own.