Daddy's MIA- Missing intoxicated, alcoholic
You've gone away again, leaving me in wonder
My sky again clouded, with lightning, with thunder
Gone back to your bottle for another escape
How long will it last, how much can I take?
They damned you so much, without any proof
But you've since turned their lies into truth.
Crawl into your hole, run away from the pain.
I only wish that I could do the same.
No calls, no letters, no clue where you are.
Are you sober and near, or dying and far?
Again I fall prey to depressiona and pain
As you fall of the wagon, again and again.
Nievity told me that you would soon change,
But reality showd me you'll just stay the same.
While you fight your own battles somewhere besides here,
I struggle with the memories that I used to hold dear.
Now they're shattered fragments of what used to be,
Slicing my insides and gutting my sanity.
©2000 Damien Roenfanz