Forever Alone

Lie, Cheat, Steal; ANGER See, Feel, Touch; DANGER Walls, Barrier, Confine; PROTECT Listen, Smell, Observe, DETECT

It's all part of the game. I'm tired of playing. Word left unspoken I'm not saying. You ripped me open inside. I'm done feeling.

YOU LEFT ME FOR JACK DANIELS!! WHY THIS HATE?!? WHY YOU?!!

Daddy's gone but the HATE is here. Fill my anger, anguish, FEAR Cry my solitary tear... THEY CALLED ME QUEER!!!

Listen to your mumbling excuses. Your words are fucking useless. I DON'T NEED THIS!! You look of vagrent, smell of piss Why these memories of you I miss? Clench of teeth, ball of fist Heart of hatred, eyes of mist.

You ruined all that could have been. Squashed my heart with hate and sin. There's nothing, now, that I can be. Your thoughtless deeds have broken me.

This is all upon your broken and overworked shoulders. Carry it with the weight of my unwillingness to love. Carry it with the ease you used when leaving me to flounder. You bought this pain of mine in pints and six pcks. I'd sell you if I could. You are the preamble and the epilogue in the story of my hatred. i do not pity you.