drowning..like a k-hole without the fun. swimming towards a shore i'll never find. diving off a cliff i didnt see. free falling towards nothingness... open... empty... dark pure black unadulterated uninhibited make-you-wannna-puke and bleed and cry at once and just not care about who you hurt or what you do or what you say cuz it wont matter and what i say wont get heard but what I DO will be noticed what I SEE cant be blinded cuz I have seen the shining light and I dont have the will to fight this lust and hatred it just wont quit and I dont think i give a shit cuz if i could die knowing where i went then i think i would take a dip in a pool of gasoline then light a match and start to sing for all the freedom I'd soon have and NO ONE COULD TAKE IT AWAY
