Life has been very dull, nothing much to do but college and a few other small stuffs. I haven’t been out and about with my friends nor myself for a long time. Even my closest pal, Julius, haven’t seen him for semester. Anyway, his world now evolves around his new found girlfriend.

Last week I had the greatest quarrel with my girlfriend, and that was the last time we will ever quarrel again. For a long time, I’ve already felt that we’re heading for the rocks. It’s my fault. Now, my mid year breaks has just began and with very much nothing to do. Lying down on my bed early, slowly drawing near to the brink of insanity by boredom, the telephone rang. I picked up the handset eagerly.

"Hello?" I answered, it was a few moments of silence then

"Hello Haslam, know who’s speaking?" a female voice on the other end of the line.

"I thought you’re never calling me again." I said.

There were just silence.

"You’re coming down the city?" I finally uttered, which the reply came,

"I’m already here…I miss you."

Somehow those words weren’t much of attention to me, I find those words hard to believe now. Anyway she is on a vacation, she came from a small town. Our conversation was rather formal and short, but we agreed to meet at the tube station; tomorrow ten in the morning. After hanging up, my heart is filled with mixed emotions. Yes, I miss her too…and I love her. But I’ve come a long way in trying to forget her. I was getting pretty good too. She’s the girl whom I really loved, but our past romance was short lived and she just left, without a word….this is a year ago.

I walked to the kitchen to get myself a glass of milk. I always think over a glass of milk. I sat on the table and started rubbing my chin.

"Why…why does it happened to me, why now….why her?" My heart whispered. She decorated my heart with full of love and right after that, she burnt it down. I could never forget that. My heart is aching again. I can’t forget the wound she made in my heart. Now…she’s back. GOD HELP ME!

I got up at first light of dawn. Took a long shower enough to make my skin wrinkle and later breakfast, I downed a cup of instant coffee mix and munched on an apple. I played my piano awhile to kill time. Finally at nine, I got into the car and made my way out. The traffic was moderate.

I arrived 10 minutes early….so there I stood waiting at the stairway leading down to the underground station. I was counting the seconds that went by….tick …tock …tick …. Tock. At five minutes before ten, I saw her emerging from the station. She was smiling (I was not) she looked beautiful as ever and she even lost a few pounds.

"Hi" she said.

"Hi" I simply replied.

We were staring eye to eye for a long time. My heart was pounding like every beat will be it’s last and my mind blank. It all happened too fast. Coming back to earth, I was already kissing her intensely, our tongues lashing at each other, we hugged so tight I could barely breathe. My heart melted again. I saw tears rolling down her cheeks, I hold on to her for a little longer as my chest becomes wet by her tears. I had never anticipated this.

Most of the day was spent at the city park, the weather was kind and a little sparse. We talked a lot and kissed a lot. Had lunch at BurgerKing© and caught a movie. The day passed by very quickly.

Later, much later in the evening, I was home. Going out again for my Ninjutsu class. The day was very aspiring and going to class now helps burn off the pant up energy. Got my equipments and chucked them in the car boot. Now on my way to the 'Dojo'.

Jumping, diving, evading that's what we do fro warm-ups. The calss stretches on for two hours. By the time we're finished, it's eight at night. I sat off to my buddy's(His name's Julio) condo. Just then on my way there, he called me on my cell phone. He called me to see if I'd be free to fetch his sister from the airport. Of course I say yes. and told him I'm on my way to his home first, got to have a shower. We had dinner before we left for the airport and he's going to have to pay for all the excessive tolls.

The journey there took us about fourty-five minutes. In the car, I talked to him about the date I had that morning. He wasn't listening much, because I know him too well. At the airport Julio's sister has already arrived. We waited for a moment when she showed up at the arrival gate. Took her luggage and headed back to their home.

Back at my own home, I was so tired I slept like a log. Running upstairs to my room, I didn't bother to brush my teeth nor at least wash my face. I just want to sleep! *Tomorrow is Sunday, invited to her place for lunch* I reminded myself before going off-line.

The next morning was cool and the sun was covered by the unsusally dense clouds.

"It's gonna rain like no tomorrow" I thought.

After the morning shower ansd a light breakfast, I rush to the tv set to catch the weekly serial cartoon; The Transformers. The clock showed 5-to-11. Still had time to do some laundry and house keeping. By 12.30pm everything was done. I had another quick shower and changed to a simple T-shirt and a a pair of slacks. Checking around to see if I'd left any window opened or doors unlocked and after making sure, I then got into the car on my way to lunch.

While driving I observed that the sky was beginning to darken. The report from the radio reaffirmed my speculations. "

"Kuala Lumpur; heavy rain is expected in the afternoon and throughout the evening."

In half an hours time I was already in the basement parking of the condo complex. Not a moment too soon, I was at her door...still a little reluctant to knock the door. Suddenly my hands jerked and knocked the door. Seems that my hands now has a mind of it's own.

She greeted me in; I took off my shoes and stepped in. Inside I smelt chicken...chicken soup...or maybe roasted ham! She took my shoes in before shutting the door.

"What's for lunch?" I asked eagerly while checking out the pots and pans in the kitchen.

She cooked up salads, vegetables, some potatoes...mashed potatoes, roast chicken, chickn soup and bread....wait a minute....there's wine too?? I immediately helped myself a bucket of ice cubes from the refrigerator and placed the warm wine in it. I helped her ready the dishes and the table. After that we settled down and eat!

"Smells goood!" I commented.

She smiled and asked me to 'shut-up and eat'. The rain has already started and soon enough it developed into a storm. We had to interupt our meal to close some of the windows as the rain was pouring in. Back at the table we talked about her town up north, the happenings in town here and a little bit about school life.'Outside was still raining cats and dogs. After lunch and cleaning up I settled at the living room watching the news from the 'tube' while She excused herself to the bathroom. The news ended and an hour has already passed. I wondered in curiousity what's taking her so long. I had planned to return home early to fix the leaking kitchen tap. I got up and walked towards her room situated towards the back. There's the shower going on and seems that her door room is not locked. Out of curiouscity I wondered in. To my surpirse, I saw her in the shower naked, the door was wide open. Which instantly I guess she did that on purpose. She turned around; showing her fine body...and yes the bosoms too. She fingered me in to join her. My head went bonkers...I felt like being hit by a speeding train. I wanted to jump right in without furthur thinking but my legs wouldn't budge. They're fixed to the ground. Much like a mad man, I turned away and head out of the room. Bluntly I sat in front of the t.v set and pretended to watch something, while my mind went on a rollercoaster ride.

Not feeling at ease, the storm outside still as bad as ever, my mind told me to get the hell out, but still my heart is telling me other wise. Then I thought I felt something...the sort of feeling when you're lost in the woods....the sort of feeling that someone is watching you. Instinctively I switched the tvset off and try to make an image that forms on the reflective tv screen. She was standing behind me. Not doing anythin much....just then I felt her breath on my neck...or I thought I felt. Mustered enough courage to turn behind, facing her. She in her towel, her hair still dripping wet. Her eyes closed but her breathing's heavy. Suddenly her towel came loose and it dropped to her ankles; revealing her....gulp...her lucious body....her fair skin...beautiful bosoms....and trickles of water beads rolling down towards her.....I had an instant erection of course. My 'brother' stood to attention one might say. The storm now is getting worst, lashing out thunders upon thunders, banging againt's my ear drums so hard I felt them ringging. Her breathing like a steam engine huffing and puffing...

I could not hold on any longer, my overtly suppresed inhibitions finally broke free in a great explosion; I grabbed her waist towards me and lunged my lashing tongue as deep as possible down her throat. Frenching her mercilessly, feeling every denture in her mouth. She was going wild. Her hands caressing my hair and chest....the sounds of her moaning was electrifying as I reached down her crotch, wondering through her thin forest...............

Two hours passed. We layed on the floor naked; side-by-side, Stroking and kissing her hair. She was crying softly on my chest and felt her warm tears,

"What's wrong honey?" I asked.

She looked up to me with red wet eyes.

"Nothing."

She continued crying, I held her head closer to me.

We had leftovers for dinner and I stayed over night. We made more love and more kissing, more caressing. The night was like centuries.....

The next morning I was the first to open my eyes. Turning to my side I found her fast asleep. her left hand was on me, so I tried as hell to lift her hands away without arousing her. Slowly I got up and put on my trousers. I then explored her bathroom, filled with various shampoos and facial wash.