Hi I'm Cathy's husband and this will be a website dedicated to the many years we had spent together, the many dreams, struggles, joys and sorrows we shared in and around Altoona, Pennsylvania. Cath died unexpectantly December the Fourth, NineteenNinetyEight. Deep inside her was always a troubled little girl who was torn by being a woman and a mother. In both of which she excelled. I miss you so much Cathy,I felt I'd never had enough for you, now that feeling is strengthened with losing you. At times I've wanted to run outside and scream for you, and have, I need you, I want you, I have never felt so alone. A lot of people know the outer part of me, the part they see at work or just going through the day. But there's another side of me, an inside, that people never see. It's the part that's full of a thousand thoughts, a part that holds love tight and needs friendship, a part that understands without words, a part that wants, desires, and prays. It was Cathy's alone. I had given myself to her and told her things that I've never told anybody. She was the one person who has seen me trembling and scared, she was the one person I wanted to take with me when I felt happy or when found something of beauty, a flower a sunrise,the evening stars. I'd shared my secrets with her and her with me, this special sharing, had been one of the nicest things in life I knew, and will ever. This was true love,when I was with her I felt so warm and comfortable,secure in the blanket of her love, lost in her touch. To have lost my loves touch at times for a moment, tore at my soul, now a lifetime, it has almost destroyed it, but the love I have for you Cathy will never leave me and will comfort me,... someday. For it will never truly be anyone else! I could work with and recover from anything Cath had placed before me in her lifetime, even if it meant parting with me to achieve some sort of goal or enlightenment. I have always attempted in my life to make her happy, Cathy's smile meant the world to me. Her death, is something I will never truly recover from, I loved Cath and only wanted the best for her,...forever! And, she overlooked just how much I have always loved her and needed her, my Cathy Lee Forever!
This
Without You
site is owned by Gary
Delozier.
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