I feel lost
Lost lost lost
What can I do
Will you help me through
I'm scared
Scared of life scared of death
scared of people
What will they think
What will they say
Will they care
Or will they laugh and stare
I'm frightened
Who's true and who's not
How can I tell
I'm alone and hurt
Why
I don't know
I feel like woods
Stripped of their trees
It's scary very scary
It's becoming too much to handle
But what can I do
I'm afraid to get close to people
Even the guy I like
It's weird
I've never felt this way before
I've never lost
My soul my heart my personality
It's freaky and lonely
I don't really know what's wrong
Other than I don't feel right
And I don't care anymore
What's giving me this self hatred
could it be my mom
Always putting me down
And saying things
Could it be my dad
Never spending time with me
Or being there for me
Could it be my brother
Always hiding everything from me
And acting like he doesn't care
Could it be my friends
I'm there when they need me
But they aren't there when I need them
It could be anything
But what is it exactly
I feel lost
LOST LOST LOST
I'm hurting deep down
But nobody cares
Not my family not my friends
I've lost my spirit
Thanks to whatever this is
It's scary not knowing
Whether or not
I'll chose to be here tomorrow
It really is
