today
the sky is blue
my mood is gray
i remember me

my smile was in my head
my eyes were glistening
i listened to what they said
all on that day

today
i wonder why
i'm choosing
this day to die

why did i leave me???
couldn't i stay???
it all disappeared
on that long lonely day

today
i'm sure i'm crying
there's nothing left
that's why i'm dying

the trigger was pulled
how could i do it???
i wasn't that old
but it ended that day

i'll remember this day
i always will
every word i can say
that's leading up to the kill

many questions were asked
many tears were shed
i came to me last
on that dreary day

do i think i'm happy???
do i hide my pain well???
i'm just not sure
whether i can tell

now it's a year later
the roses in my hand
blood red roses
i set on my grave

today
a year later
white roses
i pick from my grave

i still wonder why
i chose that day
of all days to die

i may be gone
but i'll find a way
i know that i am strong

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