My Poems

~MISUNDERSTANDING Look at me... Do I seem so innocent and happy? Do you even understand what I have been through in my past? Do you even care? Look at me again... Do you know how strong I am mentally? Yet so unstable, emotionally. Look through me... Don't underestimate me. Do you know what I can do? Do you know me; Who I am? Do you know really want to? Look through me... Read my thoughts. Do you feel my pain?

~MUTUAL LONELINESS I used to love, But now I'm not sure it's possible. I've been beaten and broken, left for dead. My experiences have made me stronger. Does that make me more like you? I've been told that someone I know is my *soulmate*. How can that be when everyone else says I'm destined for no one? How can that be when I have no *soul*? Perhaps, you feel the same way (about yourself) Maybe we have more in common than first thought. Perhaps we are both wrong.

~LAND OF LOST SOULS Take me to a land Where everyone's the same; Exactly the way you want them to be Where faeries roam, Letting you see what they want you to see. Spirits and ghostly lights leading everyong on their paths. How strange that all roads lead to the same destination. Take me to the place where there's no such thing as pain Sadness Loneliness I don't care what it takes to get there... Even if it means my death.

~FALSE FRIENDS Everyone says that they are my friends But they always forget about me. Then they wonder what's wrong (with me) I can't afford to care anymore I'm always getting hurt I'll draw into myself and forget everyone For I have no *true* friends. I've been used and abused too many times. I can't let it happen again.

~UNTITLED(?) Tell me I have no right to be angry Give me paradise then take it away Crying over slit wrists brings nothing Sliting them brings speed (The final rush of blood) I'm going nowhere but down With no one to catch me, With no one to help me Don't tell me to be strong when I am alone.

~DEPRESSION I can't see through the tears I can't walk through the rain I can't breathe through the misery I can't live through the pain I can't struggle through the loneliness Don't you just love to watch me stand here Alone and depressed?

~THE LOST ONE I am known to not do what I'm told So, no matter what you've done... I could never hate you All people are decieving But compared to everyone else, You're not quite so bad. You've tricked me a few times, but you've never hurt me. (At least not on a daily basis) No matter what anyone thinks, You're still willing to talk to me. And I want you to know that I appreciate everything you've done for me.

~EVIL EMPIRE Come to my bidding Bow at my voice Kneel at my feet You have no choice Suffer the innocence Does evil prevail all? Are we at its command, Or will evil fall? Does beauty last forever? Do we have the "upper hand"? The ones who sunk to evil Live by its command.

~ENDLESS CIRCLE Hello, sweetheart You claim to love me, So why is it that you ignore me? Can't stand to be near me? What have I done to make you do this to me? I used to hate you You used to love me... Why is LOVE such an endless circle of pain?

~BITCH Why do you insist on bothering me? If I've told you once, I've told you a thousand times: I don't like you! Go fuck yourself! Leave me alone! You may have been my friend, at one time, but soon you'll learn that a FRIEND doesn't do something like that.

I know that there aren't many poems here, but more will be added as they are written. Please note: These are my works. Please do not use them without my permission.