"I don't know where I stand"

I felt kinda sad today,
it seems so lonely when your away,
it seems so long since yesterday.
I miss you so much today,
everything seems to be so slow,
since you went away - yesterday.
There was no laughter for me today.
I wish that you were here to say,
I love you ,ore now than yesterday

War
There was a war in our house,
a silent war that sounded no guns,
and the bodies that fell,
were only wishes that died.
The bullets were only words,
and the blood that spilled,
was always called pride.

I Wonder
I wonder if he thinks of me,
when it's quiet and he's alone.
I wonder if he remembers my number,
when he looks at the phone.
I wonder if he hurts inside,
when they play our song.
I wonder if he yearns for me,
when a couple strolls along.
I wonder if the moemories,
keep him awake at night
I wonder if he wishes,
we had never had that fight,
I wonder and I question,
but most of all I wonder...
If he wonders what I'm
wondering about tonight.

I'm hurt,
Devastated,
No feeling.

My heart lies open,
Exposed,
Bleeding.

I see you with her,
Happy,
Flying.

But me, over here.
Inside,
Dying.

-Adina Nigmeyer

I never wanted an angel
By Madyson Kay Landrum's Daddy

I never wanted an angel.
I never needed an angel.
I got a perfect child.
And then she was gone.
I never wanted an angel.
Now that's what I have.
She floats above, smiling and playing.
I never wanted an angel, but for now that will due.
Because someday my angel, I will be with you.

On February 25, 1998 Madyson Kay Landrum was born at 7:35am. She was the second child to my wife and I. She brought us all such happiness and love. On March 14,1998 she got her wings and flew up to the heavens to be our angel.

I never wanted an angel.
All I want is my Mady Kay back.