I was whole once
Once I knew who I was
Was I someone good?
Good is such a bad word
Words don't explain me
Me and I lost each other
Others never knew
Knew what happened in my head
Heads have minds
Minds have ideas
Ideas make me do things
Things you'd never dreamed of
Of things that are unforgivable
Unforgivable is the word for me
Me, the worst that ever lived
Lived a lie and died
Died a death not as bad
Bad as the lies I told
Told them like truths
Truths that are not true
True lies were my life
Life that I lost
Lost to the devil
Devil took my soul
Soul gone, I'm not whole
Whole as once was I
I was whole once

©1999 by bluebear

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