I"m so tired and still upset about last night. Yesterday was the day to finish up all of our shopping. Original plan was that frank was going to go with Robert to walmart and buy the heavier, bigger things we needed, so i woudlnt' have to struggle. We ended up all going together. Walmart of course was a zoo, adn it took a while. By the time we got home and we put up the extra lights we got for the outside, it was almost 10:30pm that i put Amber to bed. Oh yeah, not to mention that we just had completely fixed our garage door opener for it to only break again! so we are back to manually pushing it up and down. :-(
So then i head back out to walmart to buy all the other things we needed and agreed on buying. All of that was left over presents and stocking stuffers, baby things that i'm still short on, and groceries. And i was suppossed to get two things that i couldn't because they didn't have any; size 1 diapers for the baby, and a crib mattress. So now i have to go to another walmart and see if they have these two items. Anyway, i did great with the budget and all, although for some odd reason, my card wasn't going through at all. Thank god they took my check with an out of state addy still on it. And i was pissed off because i knew there was money there. (i called this morning as i got an email about "fragulent" activity on my card, so i had to explain to them that all those walmart purchases were just us!) So anyway, my card is fine now, but still it was annoying.
By the time i got home, it was a little after 2am! And i got so mad because frank starts to yell at me and at the dog, and yes, at Amber because she wasn't sleeping! First of all, you damn **** head..... she's not sleeping because you're too stupid to listen to me on how to put her to bed! So what the **** did you expect? HE didn't even take out his clothes for tonight for me to iron for him for the party, so he's walking around moaning and complaining how he still has to go to work. Oh yeah, because i was out gallavanting the night away! So i put amber to bed, took me no time at all and she slept the rest of the night! IF only stupid men would listen... anyway.... i still had a sink full of dishes and just couldn't leave that for the night, so i cleaned up the kitchen and all. By then it's 3am or some after. I couldnt' fall asleep so i ended up checking the account online to make sure all was ok as much as i could tell and checked my email. I still couldnt' fall asleep and ended up tryign to fall asleep on the couch and managed to at around 5am!
Kids were still sleeping in teh morning, but at around a quarter to nine, the dog wakes me up because someone was at the door... so needless to say, both kids woke up as well! IT was the roofer about that leak we have in amber's room. So he sprayed some stuff which stunk so badly, i couldn't even stand in that room to talk to him. He left, i fed the kids and i just went back to bed..... i was so exhausted. Luckily they were pretty good and Amber was most of the time in bed with me watching sprout. I got up finally at around noon and made breakfast, well, it was more of a lunch for the kids, but breakfast for me.
So we are going to this staff party, and i'm excited! It should be fun... and i just hope and pray that frank won't say anything to get me upset, because that is all he manages to do all the time!
Anyway, sorry for the long rant and vent.... i'm just so frustrated with him and how he treats me. Like seriously, i wanted to be out shoppign so late! anyway.... later.
