Well, since last night, i've been really depressed and basically crying a lot and well, not having such great thoughts about myself and my life.  This is getting all a bit too common in my daily life.  But, luckily, with my depressed state, I've been able to stay calm all day and not scream at the kids or fight or anything; well.... except for this morning i yelled at frank (as always).



Robert and I painted our dough creations.  He painted the snakes he wanted to make green and we made decorations on them with white and lavender paint.  He loves them!  Now, my "handicapped" snowman (as i call it) looks so sad and pathetic.  He wanted to paint it anyway!  lol



Robert was also awsome today because we had to cut his hair.  He got gum in his hair so perfect timing for haircut.  I had to remove it first with scissors but then I shaved him with a "one" clip, and sadly, you can see where the line of gum was cut out from! LOL  I normally would just shave his hair with no clip so he's bald but my family yells at me for that, they say he looks like he has cancer or something and make fun of me doing that to him.  So I didn't shave it all off.  But I was really proud of him because this was the first time that he calmly sat through the cut and didn't cry, yell, and throw any fits.  That made such a difference in cutting his hair evenly.  I didn't take pictures because we always cut his hair like this, so it's nothing new.  Then he jumped in the shower like a big boy and washed himself all off and cleaned off all the loose hairs.  I'm really proud of him being so good with this today.



I was going to cook dinner, but Frank wanted to cook.  My dinner was going to be meatballs; he wanted just a meaty home made sauce, so he cooked.  Robert wanted meatballs, but luckily he at just the meat like that and some corn but he refused the pasta.  And amber ate all but the meat!  lol They are such different eaters, but hey, at least they are eating, right?



Anyway, this was just random.  I'm trying to keep myself from being bored.