The day has been nice, and we go out today to the store and such.  Day has been good with Robert, he's been calm and nice, so have I.  So I was more than surprised, and also surprised at myself that I kept my cool with Robert.

While we were driving in the car, Robert leans over to the middle console and tells me he loves me. So i tell him, love you back.  He stays in the same position, and next thing i know, HE SPIT AT ME! and it went into my ear.  I'm sorry to say, but he is damn lucky I didn't kill him!  I just got upset and stayed quiet.  After that, he proceeded to be horrible to me the whole time being out and even when we were out eating that a lady next to us actually moved her seat!  And after that, we went to this huge dollar store, wehre you can really get anything and everything for a dollar, including fresh veggies and fruits. Anyway.... we get there and he's mean to me still and i just started crying and told frank that what does he think that he thinks it's ok to spit at me!?  I'm still so upset about it and getting tears in my eyes.  What does this say about what he thinks of me? of what kind of a mother i am?  He is getting so bad and each day is worse than the other. I just dont' know what to do anymore.