"It’s okay Carly. Sit by yourself for a moment. I do it all the time. Watch our stuff for a second. We’re only going to the locker room, to wash this stuff out of her hair. Don’t worry. We’ll be back so fast, you won’t even notice we left." Damn the sun is bright Shining in my eyes but at least it is nice out here rather breezy too Oh great The locker room is locked what are you going to do now I don't know Adrienne will figure something out She always does because she's bossy No, because she has common sense See We're going to the weight room Wonderfull Here come some guys don’t look at them ignore them No, i’ll take one glance Just to see who they are Oh dear God told you not to look I didn’t just see him yes you did you saw jason the one who busted brad’s nose he’s evil try to hate him hate him with all your heart I know I have to It’s only right that’s the spirit good girl now quick, look away don’t let him know you see him I know I can’t make eye contact Or I’ll be lost forever In those clear blue eyes And so will my hate ignore what his friends are saying Come on I know they’re not talking about me exactly why would they unless they were laughing at you saying what a loser your friend is how you can’t face the truth Don’t be so paranoid There’s no way they could know that you’re right why, you don’t even know that you can't accept it stay close to adrienne She’ll protect me She’ll keep my feet on the ground if she doesn’t knock you down turn your head away from him control yourself good, you finally looked away for once you did something good for yourself you’re such a silly girl for looking at him in the first place I won’t think about it About how close those guys have come How quickly they are walking concentrate on the weight room that’s your destination finally, they passed you that wasn’t that bad, was it But oh yes it was I know that he saw me He couldn’t not notice me Out of the corner of my eye I know I saw a little grin Creeping onto his lips but who cares he couldn’t possibly like you and remember you hate him They’re still behind me I can feel them I think they’re looking at me don’t be so conceited those are seniors they don’t check out sophomores God damn you I know they’re looking at me Or at Adrienne They’re looking at us suit yourself turn around and look you’re only in for a disappointment Holy Jesus I was right They ARE looking at me He is Oh my God I can’t believe this what did he flick you off No, you idiot He just smiled at me Hmmm This is heaven what the hell are you talking about this is awful but don’t worry we can fix it there’s an explanation for this Yeah, there is He thought I was cute Or maybe he is just nice So he smiled at me noooooo you’re wrong he’s a demon out to corrupt naive young girls he only smiled at you to be polite or maybe he was thinking about how nice your clothes would look in a pile beside his bed Oh come on You're just upset because You know you were wrong So admit it or shut up you can’t let a guy do this to you he brainwashed you with a smile remember how he hurt brad he’ll only hurt you too you can’t do this to yourself you need me you’re nothing without me Oh, you are just so pitiful I don’t have time for the likes of you please you can’t mean that i’m your only friend nobody likes you except for me i’m the only one who really knows you You only know what you want to know But I’m different I am open to everything Well, almost everything I’m shutting you out So long, dear "Treva. Oh Treva. Is this ketchup really obvious? Hey, careful. Don’t trip on that bump. You seem happier today. You okay?"
"I think that this poem is pure crap. But I had to express my uhh, true feelings." -- me. Treva.
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