BACK
loco
Bradley
oddity
unspoiled
big truck
sway
first
I
clock
My frustration
Dream time
pig
Loco

pull - steamroller rollin' through
my head said attached to loco
power up coal through the system
out to the right said you're in my
light - lock down the generator on
man screw down use the system
use the main plan full power up to
the point man don't fuck with me
loco
lock down here latch the generator
on screw the system
full power hit the main plan
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Bradley

try to remember
try to forget
try to remember

look back try to remember
that name sounds so familiar
sue, these letters are driving me crazy
they're driving me so fucking crazy
they're making me so angry

bradley, to remember
bradley, so familiar

one more year do something
make something from nothing
sue, these letters are driving me crazy
they're driving me so fucking crazy
they're making me so angry

mom, these letters at christmas
are driving me crazy
i must be crazy - why?
don't get it, i'm crazy - why?

tried to remember what you said
sounds so familiar what you said
my life is mine, it's mine
i'm gonna take it back
my life it's mine, it's mine
i want it back
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Oddity

this is the way it's got to be...

crawl beneath this filthy ground
and underneath this dirty ground
i crawl beneath this filthy ground
and underneath these dirty leaves

seems to me to be the insanity
it seems to me i've become the oddity
it seems to me i need some identity
seems to me i've become the oddity

keep this high now keep this high
said i better
keep this high now keep this high
said i better
keep this high now keep this high
said i better
keep this high now keep this high

this is the way it's got to be...
                          
no fear, so depraved, break
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Unspoiled

always cold inside this glass
trust it's hard, i know this trust will never last
it's never been much of my concern
i've grown in size again, still fine?

sleep it all away, just another day
always me in the corner this way
it's never been much of your concern
you've grown inside again, still fine?

do i look fine to you?
do i seem alright to you?
do i look fine?
do i seem alright - to you?

stay - unspoiled

so spoiled you leave cleaner by day
exposed and lonely forever on display
it's never been much of our concern
we fell apart again, kill time
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Big Truck

too small, too small don't compromise
so have fast, too fast don't realize
have hand on wheel, set the sights, drive with me

too fast, too fast don't realize
so have fast, too fast don't recognize
have hand on wheel, set the sights, drive with me

moving - motion
said move, said move it

somebody better come and drive me

big truck

ain't no grave gonna hold my body down
ain't no grave gonna hold, hold my body, hold my body

big truck, come on
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Sway

the roof the roof the roof is on fire
we don't need no water let the motherfucker burn
burn motherfucker burn

burn, burn, burn, burn

just a little and nothing now it's over
just a little and nothing now it's over
what you said, no,
you're never gonna say again
in your own special way you tear me down

sway - so hypnotic

neither up nor down,
just been turned and turned
it just sits inside so it burns and burns
if i can't decide what makes you hurt
in your own special way you tear me down

so ask me please, please

give me something good, now
something
give me something good, now
give me

come sway this way
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First

if someone should ask you then say
that he fell away
from what he wanted at first
from what he wanted at first
from what he wanted

if someone should ask you then say
that they fell away
from what they wanted at first
from what they wanted at first
from what they wanted

as he fell away, as she fell away
he won't come out and play music anymore

if someone should ask you then say
that she fell away
from what she wanted at first
from what she wanted at first
from what she wanted

try - tried i couldn't kick it
i'm taking mine, i'm taking mine now

no, if someone should ask you then say
he sleeps all day
that he feels he's gone, son
and always will be betrayed

try, tried i couldn't kick it, no
i'm taking mine
try - tried i couldn't kick 
as she - as she
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I

let down through the breakthrough
i travel as i hunger for the darkness below me
when i'm praying for the light above
to save this soul inside me

should i? would i? could i?

outcast from my own kind never knowing
soaring through my own mind never knowing
how could they live with what their doing
twist of my spine

oh god fuck

i don't get it
breathe with me
just breathe with me

it's up to me as i hunger
lay slow and still as i wonder
pray for darkness down in this hollow
but i try to grope

it's up to me as i sleep again
my body lays down as i holler
it's all inside but i confess in me
i like me
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Clock

clock tick tick tick, tick tock, tick tock

wicked mind you hold the hour
but my mind it holds the power

clock tick tick tick

where did the time go?
what do i have to show?
watching the time fly (go by)
watching the time fly

clock - it counts my fears

my time goes by so slow
my clock goes by so slow

come closer you can do better
you can do better than me

it counts my fears
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My Frustration

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home

lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some peace then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and i can't seem to seem to find my way
i can't seem to find the break of day

i'll stay just a step away

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy 
i will survive this instability

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
i constantly need your need
my butterfy don't fly away

if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me
you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe

as i creep the monkey's back
now she's gone and oh he's back
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

i will stay, i'll stay
i will stay, i'll stay
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Dreamtime

something in my mind keeps me satisfied
shoved aside, pushed to the wayside
if you lead, i will follow you

vague memories in my mind they hide
shoved aside to get thrown by the wayside
if you lead, i will follow you

dreamtime comes quick when broken
keep me satisfied so help me

so long i prayed for dreamtime, so help me

and it's inside of you my friend
who'll save me, who will?
it's all inside of you, dreamtime
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Pig

lost and lonely
your colors surrounding me
it's only my way to breakn' free
in my mind i hear the souee

don't you see i'm set free
i'm set gone gone free

lost and lonely
you make your way through this day
preceding your way after way i hate
in my mind i here the souee
souee here pig pig pig pig

murderer, terror, killer, terror
filthy, i'm filthy
i'm filthy swine and i'm filthy

don't read the writing
well come up and you will see
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