From Your Mouth Can't Come Down Alone Again Behavior Modification The Rush Is Loud Dress Rehearsal For Reproduction Happy? Vapors Medicated To The One I Love
Sometimes life's not fair, I correct myself I mean
All the time I feel like complaining but it only bothers you
The things I do they make your blood run cold
There's a lot of things that no one likes but, I want the
Answers now, must be all confused somehow, did you
Say what I heard about? I've heard a million
Things gossips being sent to me I don't wanna
Believe it, until I hear it from your mouth
Tell me why are you friendly to my face, what I mean
Is barely nice, when I'm not around hear you like to put me down
Embarrassment is what I get
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Starve myself from poison love memories
With traces of what knocked me out
Knocked me out
Act as if I'm just alright, but I've already lost my sight
And you're treading ground without a sound
Something for nothing, I know that I haven't given
You know that I haven't risen above
Please believe me, round and round, hear the sound
Reality crashing into me, I hear the sound
But I can't come down
Fight for love or love to fight never knew my wrong
From right, patiently, I wait for the day
When it hits me hardest yet and it's real not
Second best my hearts for you
You know it's true
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The past few years have been so trying
Between the drugs and the drinking and the touring
In my eyes I'm stabilized, and all I need is you
Someone who understands
I know you now
The shortest yet and we just met
I thought that you'd be different then again
You came on strange but still the same as what I know
I try and try and then I'm alone again
Now my life's become a challenge
And all my confidence has been decreased profoundly
In my mind I've realized I'm stuck on a worthless hill
With someone who understands
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Morals so undefined
New schemes to undermine
He likes to leave a burn
So much for live and learn
My savior and his low behavior
Some day everybody owes me a favor
If the look on my face is any indication
I keep giving in to temptation
He creates a false pretense
That it was self defense
He just can't mask the flavor
My savior and his low behavior
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They saw him from the rooftops
They saw him from way up there
They just couldn't come down to where he was
They studied for years on end
They were always confused
They just couldn't believe how he abused himself
It's with us all the time
How he abused himself
And we abuse ourselves
They took lots of pictures
Hidden microphones
All he wanted was to be left alone
After years of footage and miles of tape
They're on their way down to him
And he can't wait to be with them all the time
We abuse ourselves and he abused himself
It's with us all the time
He abused himself and we abuse ourselves
They were looking for answers to all the hits he sent
There were way too many to document
They settled on a theory that we all knew
We just hide the fact that we abuse ourselves
Shot in the arm or shot in the head
It's killing me or all my friends
It spreads like a disease
We all become with ease
Blood balloons like a mushroom cloud
The rush is loud
The rush is loud
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It's cold outside
But not cold enough
I wish that it was winter
And behind my eyes
The muscles control the movement
To a place surrounding you
To be with you
To be in motion
It's wide outside
But not wide enough
I wish that I was thinner
Suffice to say I should pray for a colder sun and a brighter moon
All for you
And be in motion
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Everyday's the same since I've been alone
Everyday I wait for you
But you're never coming home
And I hope that you're happy
At least one of us is
Maybe someday you'll see
I need you to save me from myself
Everyday I swear that I see you
Everywhere I go, I know my mind plays tricks on me
And that's something that you know
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I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I've been deceived by all the flowers-planted around me
Sweet smell replaced by all the vapors
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can't you see I'm what I want to be
I've been misunderstood about my being around
I can't seem to stop letting people down
Or that's what they say
I still don't care about them or what they're thinking
It's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers
Now I know what my destiny is
It's the ultimate rift in the little will I have
I'm not gonna last till the end
I'm still my only friend
Now I know what to do
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I just can't figure myself out
Or what's surrounding me
Or what I surround myself with
A 2 ton fist is pushing me to the streets again
Looking for relief in my restricted state
I wake from dreams of high before I rush by a crush I have on you
You're a lover most true
I'm falling off again
You'll always be my friend
She never lies but she eats me alive
Elastic mind that always bends for my drug of choice
I think I hear her voice
It's like pixies and angels and cocteau twins so beautifully sung
But it's a noose she's hung
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