B L I N D ARE YOU READY?!
this place inside my mind, a place i like to hide, you don't know the chances, what if i should die? a place inside my brain, another kind of pain, you don't know the chances, i'm so blind, blind, blind
another place i find to escape the pain inside, you don't know the chances, what if i should die? a place inside my brain, another kind of pain, you don't know the chances, i'm so blind, blind, blind
deeper, deeper, deeper, cause i'm learning to live in a life that seems to be a lost reality, i can never find, no way to reach my inner self-esteem is low, how deep can i go, in the ground that i lay if i don't find a way to seek through the gray that clouds my mind, this time i look to see what's between the lines
i can't see, i can't see, i'm going blind...
i'm blind, i'm blind, i'm blind, i'm blind!!!
(NOTE: during the chorus, while head is screaming 'ball tongue', there are no actual lyrics that jon sings. he has stated that that part is strictly jibberish, and he hates it when people say that there are lyrics. so, for the sake of jon and korn, i have not put any in).
Veiw someone's valient attempt to figure out the jibberish in 'ball tongue'
there you are alone with no hope of ever having something to be proud of, something earned without begging, yes i know you're a person, a person close to me, who do you think you are, what more do you want from me?!
ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue!
why are you at home buried in your own self pity? why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? yes i know you're the person, the person that took time with me, does it give you the right to inspect your life from those around me?
ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue!
you were my brother, where does our friendship end? (4x)
i'm not gonna give in.
you were my brother, where does our friendship end? (4x)
i'm not gonna give in.
how can you fuckin' doubt me, but not again (4x)
ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue!
you're a psychofuck!
ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue!
ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue! ball tongue!
you're a dyke!
i, i am confused, fighting myself, wanting to give in, needing your help, skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch, outside don't know you, but inside i'm fucked
can you see it in me, skin cold from touch, each day confronted with what i have done, you pull me closer, i push you away, tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain
i hate you! why are you taken? i love you! i feel so helpless, why is it you! ripping my insides each time i'm with you, why do i try? why do i really need to?
WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! FUCK YOU BITCH!!
need to, need to, need to
fuck (4x)
i hate you! why are you taken? i love you! I feel so helpless, why is it you! ripping my insides each time i'm with you, why do i try? why do i fucking need to!
fuck (7x)
slut......
piece of shit....
anger inside was within my body, why'd you hit me? what have i done? you tried to hit me!
dream of me again if you like, throw your hate at me with all your might, hit me cause i'm strange, hit me, tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me what's with you boy? think hard, a tattooed body too, i know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man,
i don't walk around trying to be what's not within me, look into my eyes, i am free, you're just a wanna be
dream of me again if you like, throw your hate at me with all your might, hit me cause i'm strange, hit me, tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me, what's with you boy? think hard, a tattooed body too, i know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man,
to come out
hit me clown because i'm not from your town no, hit me clown
clown you ain't shit, turn around, get your face split!
...time if you like, throw your hate at me with all your might, hit me cause i'm strange, hit me, tell me i'm a pussy and you're harder than me, what's with you boy? think hard, a tattooed body too, i know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man!
you're just a fucking little...
i hide only to defy you, take away the only love inside you, i see your face through everyone, inside i've just begun, you think i'm out to scare you, i'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around, your body's going down
you're gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine, you're definitely one of a kind, you're suffering cause of me, it's divine
tell me why you never liked me, tell me why it is you fight me, pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine, you think they're dumb to defy me, you said you don't want to defy me, you wait to dumb run anyone, oh well . . .
you're gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine, you're definitely one of a kind, you're suffering cause of me, it's divine
no, fuck you, i'm fed up with you, i'm not as good as you, fuck no, i'm better than you (4x)
NO FUCK YOU, I'M FED UP WITH YOU, I'M NOT AS GOOD AS YOU, FUCK NO, I'M BETTER THAN YOU!!! (4x)
you're gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine, you're definitely one of a kind, you're suffering cause of me, it's divine
did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?! you try to see what you got, when ripping eyes are blind!
HIV!
here i am, different in this normal world, why did you tease me? made me feel upset, walking stereotypes feeding their heads, i am ugly, please just go away
HIV! i can see inside you fine, this blessing in disguise, HIV! why you treat me this way? made the hate stay
as i walk i can never see no escape, all the laughing, all the pain, if you were me, what would you do? nothing, probably, you'd just throw me away
HIV! i can see inside you fine, this blessing in disguise, why you treat me this way? HIV! made the hate stay
faget! (3x)
here i am, different in this normal world, why did you tease me? made me feel upset, walking stereotypes feeding their heads, i am ugly, please just go away
HIV! i can see inside you fine, this blessing in disguise, why you treat me this way? HIV! made the hate stay
faget! pussy....
i'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it, you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it, it keeps going on day after day son, you fake, we don't want none, i'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday, who gives a fuck, right now i got something to say, to all the people who think that i'm strange, that i should be out of here locked up in a cage, you don't know what the hell is up now anyway, you got this pretty-boy feeling like i'm enslaved, to a world that never appreciated shit, YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!
he might come, but he has a body mighty: any say, anyway, don't wanna say, anyway, any say, going away, don't wanna say, anyway (Jon has stated that this part is strictly jibberish)
i'm just a pretty boy, i'm not supposed to fuck a girl, i'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world
all my life, who am i? (4x)
ALL MY LIFE, WHO AM I?! (7x)
ALL MY LIFE!!
i'm just a faget! FAGET! (3x) i'm a faget! FAGET!
i'm not a faget! (what am i) FAGET! (3x)
you motherfucking queers!
S H O O T S A N D L A D D E R S
ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies, ashes, ashes, we all fall down
nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into my childhood they're spoonfed, hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the pages that cause all this evil
one two, buckle my shoe, three four, shut the door, five six, pick up sticks, seven eight, lay them straight
london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, london bridge is falling down, my fair lady
nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into my childhood, they're spoonfed, hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the pages that cause all this evil
knick knack paddy wack, give a dog a bone, this old man came rolling home, knick knack paddy wack, give a dog a bone, this old man came rolling home...
KNICK KNACK PADDY WACK GIVE A DOG A BONE! THIS OLD MAN CAME ROLLING HOME!! (3x)
KNICK KNACK PADDY WACK GIVE A DOG A BONE! THIS OLD MAN CAME
mary had a little lamb her fleece was white as snow,
mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow! baa baa black sheep have you any wool, yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
mary had a little lamb! white trash clone
ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies, ashes, ashes, we all fall down
nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into my childhood, they're spoonfed, hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real, look at the pages that cause all this evil KNICK KNACK PADDY WACK GIVE A DOG A BONE! (3x)
KNICK KNACK PADDY WACK GIVE A DOG A...
GO!
i can in every way, sustain the pain i feel inside, it comes to me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind, who are you to say that i can't speak what's on my mind? it runs away, it's so predictable
i can in every way, feel the stress and tingle left inside, too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives, you run away, to the cover of their pointless ties, you ask me, it's so predictable
i'm gonna try, i'm gonna die, i'm gonna try
another day silence overwhelms my mind, who is to say, if i have the time or why should i pray for all the hate to go away, another day, I can never break free,
you wait for me, i crawl up to you, another day, i'll live forever!
i'm gonna try, i'm gonna die, i'm gonna try
ooh fuck! i'm gonna try, should i? i'm gonna try, should i? ooh fuck! im gonna try, should i? i'm gonna try, should i? ooh fuck! i'm gonna try, but i'm gonna die, i'm gonna try...
i can't stand the sight of you, i can't stand what you put me through, and that's a lie that you hide, is that simple being you inside? i can't stand, oh, the thought of you, i can't stand all the things you do, why do you try to justify? you were just too scared to be you inside
let it all go!
look at you, all i see, is a man too afraid to let it be
i can't stand what you put me through, i can't stand even the thought of you, your secret lies that you hide, is it that simple being you inside?
let it all go!
look at you, all i see, is a man too afraid to let it be
you try so hard to be wanted, false emotions, tales you've fronted, i feel being a person relies on one thing: be yourself, let you come through, you're too afraid to really be someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be, you're too fake to really be, be yourself, let you come through!
FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE!
FAKE! you ain't with it, you ain't with it
let it all go!
i would like to search inside for the things that you all hide, what's the problem? can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you, i smile, but you fade, you run, while you're so in pain
lies.... do you ever sit outside you fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears, do you ever sit up outside your fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears
i would like to search inside for the things that you all hide, what's the problem? can't you seem to open your body, let me touch you
lies.... do you ever sit outside you fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears, do you ever sit up outside your fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears
i want you to see the life you have disguised, all of things that haunt you, the promises is lies, i want you to feel that you're wound up inside, once i suck you in, i throw you up instead, i tried, you win, my life is ripping your heart and destroying my pain! GO!
lies.... do you ever sit outside you fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears, do you ever sit up outside your fears, thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears DO YOU EVER SIT OUTSIDE YOUR FEARS! THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFE! THINKING ABOUT YOUR INNER FEARS!! DO YOU EVER SIT OUTSIDE YOUR FEARS! THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!
hello? it's the caco, it is caco, well, you know, you fucking call me the caco, okay?
i keep asking, what's your lie? it is disturbing, this isn't mine, days keep passing, a night at a time, i don't feel right, please god let me sleep tonight
everyday confronted, something is giving in, i just wanna know why
don't give it up, i can't escape
i keep asking, come again please try, it is haunting, this takes my mind, days keep passing, line after line, i don't feel right, please god don't let me die tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight
everyday confronted, something is giving in, i just wanna know why
don't give it up, i can't escape
please god, please god,
please god help me, please god free me, please god help me from my painful situation, please god help me, please god free me, please god save me from my painful situation, please god help me, please god free me, please god save me from my painful situation!
please god don't let me slip in tonight, please god, oh, please god don't let me chip in tonight, please god, oh, please god don't let me slip in please god don't let me die, please god don't let me give in, please god, don't let me die
mother please forgive me, i just had to get out all my pain and suffering, now that i am done, remember i will always love you, i'm your son
little child, looking so pretty, come out and play, i'll be your daddy, innocent child, looking so sweet, i'll rape your mind and now your flesh I'll eat
you raped! i feel dirty, it hurt! as a child, tied down! that's a good boy, and fucked! your own child, i scream! no one hears me, it hurt! i'm not a liar, my god! saw you watching, mommy why! your own child
little child, looking so pretty, come out and play, i'll be your daddy
you raped! i feel dirty, it hurt! as a child, tied down! that's a good boy, and fucked! your own child, i scream! no one hears me, it hurt! i'm not a liar, my god! saw you watching, mommy why!
it's alright...
raped, i feel dirty, it hurt as a child, tied down, that's a good boy, and fucked your own child, i scream, no one hears me, it hurt as a child, tied down, no one hit me, and raped your own child, i scream, no one hears me, it hurt as a child, tied down, that's a good boy, and fucked your own child, i scream, no one hears me, it hurt as a child, tied down, no one hears me, mommy why, your own child...
i didn't touch you there, mommy said she didn't care, i didn't touch you there, that's why mommy stopped and stared
little child, looking so sweet, come out and play, i'll be your daddy
YOU RAPED!! i feel dirty, IT HURT!! as a child, TIED DOWN!! that's a good boy, AND FUCKED!! your own child, I SCREAM!! no one hears me, IT HURT!! i'm not a liar, MY GOD!! saw you watching, MOMMY WHY!!!!