Twenty one, feeling down I tell you nothing with a thousand words and i weaker get, with every step I waste my money on compact disc's and staly fish I can't remember the last time i did something that made me feel allright longer than a few hours if I only had the strength to make some muffins then i swear that i would share them with you now.

Am i odd or am i not? That's a question i spend time analysing I'm so soft, but still i'm not living up to what people want me to be cause i'm bussy with me, myself and i can't be understood by someone i don't know to well so i'm shutting out the whole world just to play Nintendo I've got these new games but i'm afraid you can't join me.

...These last few years i've been strugglin and i'm tired of keeping low profile so now it's time to show that i'm alive...

I'm gonna change my life, plans, Vans start to dance change my thoughts, sox, moves, even my pro fighter Q.

Could it be i'm a lonely one that made everything so upsidedown now could it be all the lies i told that gave nightmares to me after an olympic day you said everything was fine but i saw you through and i knew that i was just as bad as you.

Never said i would give you up but if i must then tell me why now never said i believed in all those things i've heard about you from those rumours now i thought everything was fine but you proved me wrong and i was taken by surprise.

Don't like me, don't like me, don't you know i'm good for nothing, don't like me, was what you told me when i called you up. Don't like me, don't like me, don't you know i'm good for nothing, don't like me, whatever i may say to make you feel that way.

Could it be i'm a lonely one that turned everything so upside down now could it be that you told me that you still loved me that made me change so quickly now I heard me when you called.

Don't like me, don't like me, don't you know i'm good for nothing, don't like me, was what i told you when you called me up, don't like me, don't like me, don't you know i'm good for nothing, don't like me, eventhough inside i know i want you to didn't want to tell you what to do.

When you've been pushed to the side you feel kind of useless it feels like something left inside so do it right this time and leave that stuff behind stop thinking about it, you have to get away right now.

So move your car, i think it's best for you right now, move your car, you have to get on with your life so do it now!

You don't deserve to feel this way cause you're not a loser, you have to clear up your mind and see that it was not your fault and you're not the one to blame, you can put it away now, so take some time to change your life.

I guess thats best for you to move that car it will take some time, but in the end you'll find that you are worth a better life than this.

I wonder what the best thing is to have a face or to have charm? Well, my girl's twofaced and she's a fartalarm i'm not blind and i do have nose, but i don't wanna use it now, I rather try to follow my heart this time good looks, it makes me nervous i need someone who's not perfect.

It's you, you're overweight and lovely, yes it's true, a pig in walking shoes you drool every time we kiss, i must say you rule i'm falling in love with you.

I know that all those trendy girls would leave me when i'm broke and also be disgusted if i smoke, no joke. I don't need a model unless she has a major body.

Just an ounce of human touch, i realize it's a killercrush, I'm dancing, i'm overjoyed. I took a chance on you cause i wanted some romance to and now i'm happy as can be cause this supersized woman means all to me.

First words you say in tears, complaining how i'm never near i know i'm lost sometimes cause i'm grounded in my mind it's like this all the time, first i say you're ok then i go my way and you're desperate, so desperate when you're down.

Here i stand, take my hand and i'll try to understand you right the best way i can, cause after all i am your friend.

Last words you scream to me, you don't expect too much of me cause i could give you anything if i just could be myself. It's like that all the time, first i say that you're ok then i go my way again you're so desperate but still mine.

But now the girl is working, now the girl feels fine and i'm the one who feels down, but if she'll be working until the end of time I hope she'll understand me then, the best way she can cause after all i am her friend till the end.

The story of my life, well let's just say it's a fork and a knife there is one thing on my mind, one thing all the time, i got to fill my mouth got no favorite meal, i say every meal is clean if it fills me up for real my belly's big and it's just a start, my appetite is my heart and when i had enough i just through up and laugh.

This time, it's not a cow, it's kind of personal, can't explain to you why this time, it's not a cow, so Mr. PC are you ready to bow.

Breakfast in bed, the bed's in the kitchen so it's easy to be fed and when i'm fed, yes, when i'm fed, i go right back to bed food and sleepwatch, the thing should keep me from having too much sometimes it feels that i could kill for desert.

The story of my life, a big fork and the sharpest knife i guess this solid bridge leads me on to the nearest fridge not a pig, sheep, chicken, moose, duck, snake, horse or a frog.

You know the times when i'm lost and confused, i lose control, and i find you to abuse, i feel like shit now cause it's getting to me, i treat you like someone i don't wanna be. I talk to myself and say that you're outstanding, then you call me up and i explain how i'm sorry again.

It's not the first time our love seems to be fading, but we're still here and same things we're defending, you leave me now and there will be no happy ending, we can at least try to pretend.

We share my bed when we could share so much more, if we just could talk things out i'd sleep on the floor, i wanna give you all respect that i can it can be hard cause i'm just a boy and not a man you have a point when you suggest it's not that simple, i guess you're right cause there is many things on a plough.

I need a rest right now, from myself and everyone, i got to focus my mind on you, you're the one i love.

Another fairytale about these enndless feelings and when it's heating up i think i'm stuck forever, i try to lose some weight, i try to get in shape but in the end i always end up lost inside myself.

Up and down gets nothing done, i just keep it waiting round and round out with the thumb, no, i just keep on waiting.

Twelve numbers stare at me, sometimes it's not that easy, instead of waking up i think i'll sleep forever, what happened to the dayroutines that always kept me going? where the hell are all the dreams i had about my life?

... now, but, someday i'll get the time, to get me back on the right track and no more slack, got to keep an open mind, i got to get out of this daily grind and deep inside i know i will.

In a tiny spaceship, with four legs and a pillow and some sheets, that's where my idols always mee, i'd like to be there now.

Trying every night to see a UFO, but in case i don't, just in case i won't i've got my fantasy to lean on.

Vulcan eyebrows, vulcan ears, that's what i dream of, no more sorrow no more tears, can't you get me beamed up? Vulcan logic, vulcan needs, quite bizarre but still a dream as i'm waiting for that beam.

Bullshit is all we talk on this planet we call earth since i'm tired of that i'll take a further step i think i'll find my way in space.

On your knees cause you're not wanted, your life is a chaos and you wonder will it ever end, and all these feelings they're not real, keep you down just the way it's planned out today, today you've lost your way.

People grin, behind your back they are talking, they are say you're doing it the wrong way once again all these relations you belived in seem to brake up and it drives you crazy.

Anyday you'll feel ok, your shoes will get you anywhere just be patient cause soon you'll have your fun.

Staying in, hide away from problems, imagination's playing games with you again, it's no illusion, it's just confusion, but when the fog's gone you'll come out strong, there's no time to be feeling down.

One step forward two steps back we're the masters of disaster, pillowpride and shumway lies isn't what you expected a solid demon crawls in you, at least that's what they're saying, but we don't care, we're just launging now and got to keep our pinegalic post.

In a softworld, from AMF to earl grey in a softworld, it's softcore, but don't ask me now what it's all about.

Next stop is looking good cause you don't know what it offers the treasurehunt was ment to be something ultra clean munkers say it's not ok cause you're lost in what you're doing but this is it when softcore's lit and we won't change a shit.

Take time to wonder if it's really worth it so many broken kinder legs so many stolen lipton bags do we really give something back.

Take your silly words and listen to yourself, cause i'm living my life tonight and nothing's gonna hurt me, can't you understand that i can be myself without everything, without anything, without any help from you, we're not having fun, we never really laughed, we have to get things before we end ourself.

What about me? Do you care enough to see that i can't live my life this way and that you don't understand? What about me? Am i the one who's going down, cause sometimes i can't find myself and i'm wondering if this is really me?

I remember those days when we first met, how simple things were then, with no heartache and no pain now things change so fast that we must take the time to talk things over and listen to our minds.

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You think you're not cool cause you know every girl in town, but you don't do, cause when you're out at night they don't look your way, you've got all that trendy shit and a jolly air for brains and you are busy to watch out for that ugly girl you know.

You think girls like that will ruin your style, cause a perfect guy like you need something more you're so cool, you've got everything a girl desire, you're so cool, with a perfect but you can go far.

You're telling me that i am thinking way to small to understand that you have reached your goals and i am far away and all the things you say that you know i don't want to hear, so throw your empty words away and listen to what i say i'm not jellous in all the lies you tell, just take it easy, you might end up in hell, you're so perfect, you've got everything and you are way to cool to understand that you are out of line.