April 1-
I went to bed at 3:30 (it was 2:30, but clockes changed) and woke up at 9. I am soo tired. Mike and I talked today, and got a few things straighted out. I called Rachel today. There was a fire like 1 and half blocks from my house. I went for a 2 mile walk with my mom, Jon, and Brutis (dog). I wore my 5 lb each ankle wieghts.

April 2-
I had track today. It was an easy practice. All we did was run from school to Ferndale and back, its about 2 miles one way. I was fun. Im mad at Reneé. She got suspensed for 3 days and then has CSP for 3 days. How am I going to party this weekend if I dont see her. Well maybe I can ask Brandy.

April 3-
Today was a really bad day. 1st everyone in musical had to clean the auditum. Not everyone showed up and the juniors were taking a test so they didnt go. It wasnt even my mess. I did really bad at my track meet. When I got home and was taking my shower I was cring about it. And now I dont have any one to go to the prom with. I dont know any guys to take. Only guys I talk to already have dates or have girlfriends. I also cant take the dress, shoes, and jewerly back.

April 4-
I had track after school until 5. I got a letter from my going to be roommate at Slippery Rock. She sounds really nice in the letter that she wrote to me. I feel depressed, hyper, and horney. I have too many damn problems.

April 5-
I had track after school until 5. I went to the galleria at 6-7. I got a cute belt and a maganize about 98 degrees. I just decided Im not an independent women. I am so down any more. I dont enjoy anything I used to like anymore. Ex. running, going online, listining to Pink and 98 degrees, and shopping. There are other things Im not enjoying, but those are my favorites. :( I wish I could go see my old theorist but I dont have the money and no insurance. I cant even cry much, becuase I get yelled at if I do.

April 6-
I had track after school until 5. My mom, Jon, and I went to eat at Perkins. And then we went to Lowe's.

April 7-
I had track 10-11:15 at Westy middle. My car is finally washed today. I decorated my planner and put pictures in my photo album. What a boring day. My mom is a bit mad at my because I didnt go to the pancake thing for Key club.

April 8-
I went to the galleria. I got Pink cd, a purse, and earrings. Then I went to Bilo. BTW I will give any $100 to shot me. I went on a 2.5 mile jog/walk with my mom, Jon, and Brutis. I asked another guy to go to the prom with me, but he said no.

April 9-
Hardly any one was in school today, even this week, because of the band and baseball team on there trips. I had track after school until 5. I got a bit burnt. I cant wait till summer. I am going to try and see if I can visit my cousin, Kelly in South Cali. Only thing is I won't be able to visit her if I make it for AAABA ambassator, which might not I make it for.

April 10-
I had track after school until 4:30. God Im fat, I really need to lose some weight. My head and tummy hurt a lot after I ate dinner today.

April 11-
We got out an hour early from school today. I had an all girls track meet at 4 at Forest Hills. Westy was also there. I did pretty bad, I did beet a girl, but my time sucked ass. Im too eating dinner tonight becuase we had a party in 2nd block and there was a lot of junk food. I also did not eat lunch. At night I colored some eggs.

April 12-
I have no school until Tuesday. I was planning on doing my spanish work, but I left my disk at school. I got my dress fitted and cupped today around 6:30.

April 13-
I did an easy work-out. For dinner, my mom, Jon, and I went to Toll Gate. I toke my self to the galleria around 7. I got thongs and a game.

April 14-
I got 3 tank-tops that I order from Alloy today! My family had Easter dinner today. Uncle Butch, Aunt Bobby, Matt, Chris, Jess, Uncle Johny, and Aunt Caddy came over. They were here 3-9, well uncle Johny and aunt Caddy left at 7 but they are older. We just ate, watched tv, and talked.

April 15-
Happy Easter. Today is the 1st day I got to drink pepsi in a long, long time. I went to 11 o'clock mass. At one my mom, Jon, and I went out to eat with Jon's family. That lasted about 1 and a half hrs. My dad came later today to give me so stuff. I am at least a bit happy, now I have enough money to get a tattoo that I want, I am probably going to up their later this week to look at dolphin ones.

April 16-
I should have track 10-12 but it was canceled. I have to go back to school tomarrow. :(

April 17-
Ahh It snowed today!! I hate snow. After gym class Reneé, Brandy, and I went to the shop classes and talked to some of the shop dudes. I had track after school until 5, outside in the freakin snow.

April 18-
I had track after school until 5. Hopefully tomarrow it won't be that bad out and Reneé and I can go to the galleria. Im also happy today!! :) But Im not going to put why.

April 19-
I had track after school until 5. I was too tired today so I didnt feel like going to the galleria.

April 20-
Happy Smoke a Tree day. Many of my friends were either not in school today or came to school high. I had track after school until 4. I went out to eat with Jon and my mom. I also did something with Bob.

April 21-
The Hempfield invite was today. We left the school at 7 am, I slept the way going and coming back. It was raining all most the whole time. I sucked really bad at 1600. So I didnt do the 800. I got home like at 4:30. Later, I went to Matthew's Party Tatoo and looked at some. I found one I really liked, I am getting it next Satuarday at 3.

April 22-
I did an hour work-out with mostly cruches, jumping jacks, sit-up, etc. After dinner I went with my mom and Jon and we walked a bit more then 2 miles. I was also wearing my ankle weights.

April 23-
I had a track meet at 4 in Indiana, also Greensburg Salem and WPSD was there. I did really bad. But on the way home Steve and I were flirting a lot. I got home like at 8:40.

April 24-
I had track after school until 4. I wanted to go to the galleria with Reneé, but her mom said she couldnt go. I did go by myself, but that wasnt any fun. I did see some cute guys up there but I didnt have the guts to talk to them.

April 25-
I had a track meet at Richland, Bedford was also there. It was an all girl meet. I did alright, better then the last few meets. My mom and I went to Taco Bell after the meet. I got my clothes from Delia's.

April 26-
The coach changed the time for track so none of us went.

April 27-
No school today. There was a invite at Somerset. It should have started at 4 but it started 30-45 min late. I did bad, again!! :( Also the bus drivers friend was hitting on me, like trying to get my digits!! He's like freakin 27. I didnt get home until 10:15 and the coach said I should get home at 8:30! Now my head hurts. :(

April 28-
I got my tattoo today, at 3!! Its 4 dolphins and the colors are purple and teal. It only took an hour and cost only $150. Its on my lower back, above my pant line. It barely even hurt.

April 29-
Another boring Sunday. All I did close to interesting was talk more then a 2 mile walk with my mom, Jon, and the dog. My back was hurting a bit going up the hills.

April 30-
Everyone at school loved my tattoo!! I had track practice after school until 4:30.

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