Oct 6-
Just writing in here, that I had to change something in my diary, just for my friend Laura.
Oct 17-
Guys are fucking jerks. I honestly did not totally believe this until I started to see Steve, back in May. That started with all the jerks I dated. Steve had a fucking girlfriend when we went out! Thats like major jerk. GIRLS DO NOT GO OUT WITH STEVE BLOSSOM, I REPEAT DO NOT GO OUT WITH STEVE BLOSSOM. I should have known better not to go out with any guys from my high school.
Then there was the kid that I liked and we kissed. He totally lied to me, about his name and he was married! Freaking married, what the fuck!!! He told me he was 21, but that was probably a ly, too.
There were a few male friends that I had a crush on over the summer (and still do), but luckily, I did not say anything to them about this. Cause if I did, then maybe I would not currently be there friends. Also my one friend (not one that I have a crush on), which I will leave nameless, we were kinda friends with benfits. But mostly all we did was make-out and shit, nothing that is that big of a deal
Chris, was a sweety and still is. But I don't know if it will stay like that for long, because of my bitchy attitude to guys, he might not want to put up with me. Also I have not see him since like July. Also people said he's too old, but I am 19 and he is 24. I am turning 20 in November.
Then there was Matt. This is the guy I went to Ozzfest with, and he lives a bit far awhile from me. It was perfectly fine and he wanted me and all of that, but it would be hard to have any kind of relationship. Then we were fighting a few weeks before I started college and a week before he had me on ignore. And I still haven't talked to him, but he does have me off ignore.
Carl was my boyfriend for also 2 weeks. 1st off, we never even seriously kissed! Then he tells me, he doesn't want a girlfriend and wants us to be the way we were. Which would have been fine, but now we don't even talk and we are in a few of the same classes! Personally, though I rather not talk to him then get yelled at. Strangely though, it seems like I am the only one he ever bitches at.
Lastly, there is Mike. We went out for about a day! Everything was fine, but he can't handle a long distance realtionship! WTF, we could talk on the phone and online everyday. Also we could see each other every weekend. Weeks that he could not come here, I would go home, so that I could see him. Also I am off a month for Christmas and there is Spring Break and the Summer. Also if he likes me as much as he says he does then you would think that he would want to work something out or he should have not asked me out! If he has some problems then he would want to work them out with me. Thats what I am there for to talk to and shit. Damn it, I care way too much.
Oct 20-
Tonight, was a funny ass night. All I got to say as, luckily we didn't get lost badly in Pittsburgh, specially with 3 girls in the car. Laura, her mom, and I saw Susan Marshall and Company. It was very interesting, but a good interesting.