College Life is great.
Sept 30-I had an interview with Freshman leadership problem. Hopefully, I make it. I been very depressed lately. I am not close to anyone here. Also the few I am a bit close with do not understand about this stuff, well from what I can see. They seem all happy all the time. I knew my old self was going to come back and get me, I was just wondering when and how badly. Its almost back to what it was before. Which suckes, but hopefully I can deal with it. Its just to hard for me to cry before for bed, like I am used to. Mainly because there is someone else in the room. This is the times I need a friend that understands a bit of what I am going through, so at least I can cry or they can and don't even have to say a word.