Just Looking

They say looking is more fun than buying,
if so , I would be eternally joyous -
the window shopper extraordinary.

Time just glancing, sometimes
catching the eyes of another 
would seem well spent. 

But they don't look my way, and I won't say
I especially enjoy it. One small something
would be better than a thousand nothings.

Even if I know there is a solution, 
perceived loneliness breeds unwanted feelings
of desperation. 
I feed on its unneeded,unpleasant ration
of self pity. 

Neither pick-up or delivery,
I have little consumer confidence, 
I wait for the slightest chance buy.

Just looking, (no) thanks.