More insecurity

I’m told I should have self-esteem
Self-confidence what the fuck is that?
Discomfort and anxiety are always close by
don’t seem to need much to get me flat

there’s always people cooler
who speak more easily
with more interesting things to say
intriguing tales which they tell
engrossing opinions to give out
and well, I’m just me

seems I’m still stuck with insecurity
at least I can be sure of that