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Poetry Across the SpanVision ImpairedSongFrom the first you have to obeyDo the lot from your very first day. "But I don't love," Don't worry, just obey. For the right heart, you'll just have to pray. I can't go on To the beat of a heartless drum Swallowing whatever comes Commands sugar-coated With the promise I'll be loaded And rewarded after I've passed on If I just keep preaching along But I have read, if I don't love I won't be getting a thing from above. Back Where I BeganI didn't knowAs I wandered down the road That the scenery ahead I had passed by long ago. I didn't realise I was looking with blind eyes I'd been shot without feeling Any pain, now I despise, I despise. Chorus: But I feel like I'm back Where I began I just don't want to see Or understand If I had the wings Of an eagle I would fly Fly above the fears Sail through the storms and tears My journey could have been Full of the smell of victory Marching through life, Holding up job, child and wife. PoemSin still gives me a sense of wisdomWarning for the future A light along a long worn path, Open a spiritual suture. What do I think? It depends who asks - if I'm angry or I'm friendly - if I can manipulate someone over to my side by my sensing - Of what they think - the things they feel though I don't feel the same. Actually, I'm scared to know what I think. Thus continues this masquerade... Friends? I have none because I don't want to put them first So how on earth can I uphold the relationship for which I thirst? PoemSitting in an ocean of opposing viewsFearful of disagreeing with what they say and do. A tide washes back and forth moving as one But I always bobbed across the top, Fearful of diving down. So now I bob, a cork afloat, No anchor down below. Who knows what lies ahead - above - No cork can see, you know. Shake away the cobwebs of a life I had, With just one friend on whom I always depended. The one who never scared me was a full bottle up-ended. ConfusionLike getting directions from an Arab in a busy market-placeIs getting signals from my heart and meeting face to face With true opinions/plans/desires- timid friends To the point where fear takes over and the friendship ends. This page hosted by Get your own Free Home Page NOTE: Any reproduction in any medium of any of this material is only permissable by express written permission of Mark Osborne Document last updated 27 April 1997 |