My casual matches from last saturday are up on YouTube. I'm really not that good at the game as I hope people think I am. I've realised it doens't matter so much what people think of my skills. It matters more that I can compete against the few people that play the game in the Netherlands. I can give pretty good opposition, but I lose more often than not.

Everytime we have a meeting for CvS2 I leave wondering "WHY?" or "How do I get better?". I try really hard to win, but when I look at myself playing in videos I'm shocked at how many mistakes I make and how recklessly I play. On the up side, I learn from watching myself play, and every meeting I go away a little wiser. I learn little things, and it takes me a while. I have the feeling that I should be improving more after every session. Maybe I'm just too impatient, or maybe I have no talent.

CvS2 is a dying game, but man do I love it. So many characters to choose from, and almost all of them are usable. Just look at my obsession with King, the lowest of the weakest, and I still manage to win matches. Sometimes I feel King is the best character on my team.