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[February 12, 2003]: Haven't updated in
almost a month, wooow. not good.. Well at least I have a lot to write
about now, hmmm let's see.... ok, yah I was have one of my crazy spells,
and thoughtlessly walked by my high school's principal table (at lunch),
and pretended to be listening to music on my headphones with my PDA. --
As I was doing this, I greeted each principal by name, "Why hello Ms.
Nordt, Mr. Hindt, Mr. Marshall, Ms. Footnick, etc... " in a matter of 10
seconds -- after showing disbelief (wide-eyed expressions), they said
"What in the world do you think you are doing?". I'll finish this later.
Err.. I forgot...
[January 18, 2003]: Uggh no progress. I
lost my Cd player and 2 music cd yesterday...
My brain is not
functioning well today.
I doing better, cause right now I'm talking
to my some ppl (english project). wee!
[January 15, 2003]: Dood! I got my
Dell!
I haven't been updating much, I will work on it... be back
soon.
[January 1, 2003]: Happy New Year!!!!! I
am still waiting for my PDA from UPS or Dell.
Why are they taking so
long?! -- I can't wait to go to 2600, b/c I've been b0r3d.
The only
thing ruining my day is the looming fact that school is only a
few
days away. This SUX! -- AND my PC is acting up, I h8t that
machine, and I'm going to
tear it apart, peice, by peice.... DIE EVIL
MACHINE!!!
[December 28, 2002]: Oh, man!!!!! I'm sooo
pissed and down today, I fried my PDA
(Casio E-105), it died today @
2:42AM. Now my laptop and PDA is dead, hah - that's what happens when
you by refurbished stuff, and overload your PDA by 0.8VOLTS!
My PDA
died in a split second, after I connected it to C sized cells, it killed
the RAM, and now it is in forever limbo when it boots. I tried to apply
for a job today, and wuz told, " I'm sorry, but we will hire you when
you turn 17 and 3/4." -- I turn 17 on Jan, 12.
[December 25,
2002]: Yay! on a more lighter tone... I got some really cool
thingz for Christmas... Well actually itz 10:43PM on the 24th but,
still... I got a multi-function swiss army knife from, my "uncle"
Steve.. and some much needed new clothes... and umm letz see,.. oh yea
and some cologne named "Cartier" -- smellz like a pine tree to me... Buh
bezt uf all iz gotz to chill out by a nice cozy fireplace, I love the
fact that I have a legitimate excuse to have an indoor fire! FUN! plus I
love the smell of burning wood. All I need now is a nice comforter to
sleep by the fire watching TV way into the night.
[December 24, 2002]: This "buggy as
hell" version of netMind released to the Public. I hate the compatiblity
issues involved with making IE and Netscape play nice together, damned
this non-standard coding bullshit. I have a very stupid navigation
system here, Its about as unorganized as my mind itself, -my mind is a
filing cabinet toppled over, and all my memories piled on top of each
other. Although nothing will fix that better than getting a nice square
8 hrs of sleep. Damned school and my "responsiblities", I HAVE A REASON
TO HATE SCHOOL, I do have better thingz to do with my time. Unlike some
of you out there who only play video gamez and feel your asses grow
while watching reruns on TV. Then there are you people out there who
spend nearly every waking moment studying for bullshit thingz in school
because you want PERFECT GRADES. Look there isn't anything wrong with
wanting to be the best of the best, BUT if it is not fun or something
you like to do, and it gives you enough stress to kill a large animal,
FUCKING STOP AND TAKE A BREAK! The world may not stop for you, but you
sure as hell need to enjoy your life while you ARE ALIVE, just image
what your life would look like if you died tomorrow. "Wow (name here)
was an excellent student who made fantastic grades, however (he/she) had
never found (his/her) niche in life, and died having had never lived"
-so sad. Can you remember the last time you felt like you did when you
were a carefree child? Nothing is ever that important, ultimately
we are all gonna die, the point is to make the most cumulative
self-accomplishments in your life. You want to be happy so you life will
be happier, so your loved ones around you are happier; and that my
friends is my meaning of life.