Paralyzed. Nothing's getting through to me.
Hypnotized from all my surroundings.
I wanna be something I could never be.
I wanna say things that I could never
say. Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything
in my life.
Dragged down. Rubbing my face in the ground. No time for the undecided.
I wanna know why I've always felt alone, And I wanna love. Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my
life. I never wanted to be sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my
life.
Wait another minute. Can't you see what this pain has fucking done to me. I'm
alive and still kickin'. What you see I can't see and maybe you'll think before
you speak.
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you. I'm alive I told you.
I'm awake swallowing you
Take another second. Turn your back on me and make
believe that you're always happy. It's safe to say you're never alive. A big
part of you has died and by the way, I hope you're satisfied.
(Chorus)
Tearing
it back unveiling me. Taking a step back so I can breathe. Hear the silence
about to break. Fear resistance when I'm awake.
Two faced! I feel you crawling under my skin. Sickened by your face. By the
way, to think that your so fucking kind? You ain't!
Hard to find how I feel,
especially when your smothering me. Hard to find how I feel, please someone
help me!
I knew when an angel whispered into my ear, You gotta get him away.
Hey little bitch! Be glad you finally walked away or you may have not lived
another day.
Hard to find how I feel, especially when your smothering me. Hard
to find how I feel, please someone help me. Hard to find how I feel, controlling
me every step of the way. Hard to find how I feel, you greedy little baby!!
Does it feel so bad when you're taking a drag and when you're looking at the
world with dying eyes? When you stare at it dead and you're giving it head and
all those things you say you love never come alive.
If it feels so bad, Bad
magick playing off of me. Oh no, I don't wanna be your friend. Bad magick laying
into me. Oh no, I don't wanna hear it again.
When you get so high that you're
wanting to dye but everything around you is turning green. When you're getting
so low and I know you've been feeling like a dried out leaf in a summer breeze.
I don't like it!
Living a different way. You can't expect me to be the same. Separating our lives
and wondering why. Face down I walk away. Every time I think I do the right
thing, you turn your back on me.
Trippin' into a world that never seems too
far away. Too much time, too many wasted days.
How can you be this way? Now
I'm alone and cold today. I'm walking dead man's drive. Reaching out for my
life. I've been known to fuck up everything. In this skin there's a broken man.
Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away. Too much time, too many
wasted days. Just another vision in my world!
There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded. How, when we learn to pray
inside our demons are laughing How long will this go on? Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live. All I feel is hate. Will you forgive me?
For all those
things I've done, they keep on creeping by me. And though we've changed our
ways, still all our demons are laughing. How long will this go on? Aren't we
a bit much stronger? I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.
I don't
know how to love. I just know how to live. All I feel is hate. Will you forgive
me? I don't know how to breathe with you too far away. Don't know how to love.
Will you forgive me? No I can't live this way! I don't know how to love. I just
know how to live. All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me? I don't know how
to breathe with you too far away. I don't know how to love.
Past lives I've
lived. Uncontrolled but sacred. You've finally seen all that's left of me. So
hard to see. So hard to breathe. Will you forgive me?