October 5th, 2000 - I am sorry for all those that I have hurt. I never meant it. I am sorry for those who I have let down. I will make up for it someday. I am sorry for those who think they are the only ones out there in distress and misery. You are not alone.
October 1st,2000 - I am in Minnesota until tomorrow morning, it was my uncles wedding yesterday, fun stuff. Oy I amso tired and worn out from school, I havent written in this for so long. Anyway, school is going on and on, bleh. Wildlife bio is so much fun, so is newspaper. Um I am homecoming rep for GSA at my school, I need an escort, boys are dumb and wont be my escort since its for the "gay club" and theyre too considered about their precious reputations to be my escort. Oy. Ummm... I am now ungrounded as of today, I get a new car this week, probably a Kia or someother shit car like that. BUT IT WILL BE A 2000! Which is half way decent... HI BRIAN! HOW ARE YOU BRIAN! LOOK YOU ARE IN MY JOURNAL BRIAN!!!!! :P Bye bye peoples
September 14th, 2000 - Yo g's wattup. Well hell is back in session, oops I mean school. I hate it already. I have been grounded for about 3 weeks, now do you really think that it is a good thing to be locking people up when they want to die? Oooohhh not so smart move mommy and daddy dearest. I have 2 more weeks to go. Now why is it that I am grounded? Well way back in the day I got a ticket in Santa Cruz, they went through my wallet and found out about that... Also I went to San JOse for a weekend and didnt bother telling my parents all the deatils. So 5 weeks of being cooped up with the people I hate the most (my FAMILY). Work isnt very fun anymore, I get yelled at all the times, I still am lacking real friends at the moment... Wow my life just sucks. I want to move.
August 26th, 2000 - Well apparently my best friend does not consider me to be her best friend. So right now I am going through another depressive stage. Oy I cant wait until I move. My mom is pretty much convinced that I am a lesbian. Nice eh? Well I don't know what else to write. Bye.
August 19th, 2000 Wow I guess it has been awhile. Anyway, I am still working at Old Navy, there has been no work of this promotion... But I don't know. I need another job cuz right now I am getting no hours at all. School starts in about 12 days, which really sucks. I have to take p.e this year as a senior cuz I was too lazy my sophomore year. Blah, so if I dont, I wont graduate. :( But dont worry, nothing is going to make me stay in this horrible place. I have been raving more, last Saturday I went to one in Oakland and I should be going to this big one called MegaBuzz labor day weekend. I got all this shit yesterday at Hot Topic to make my raving experiences much more fun. :) My hair is currently high-lighted with hot pink stuff. Its cool. I have learned how to give kick ass hand massages... I am going to be the shit when it comes to raving (hopefully) I totally love it now, even though I have only been to a few. But oh well, it still kicks ass. Um yesterday I went shopping all day with Stacy, it was fun. $200 later... I ended up with some new pants from Aeropostale, this nifty tshirt from Millers Outpost that says "sarcasism is just one more free service we offer" and a nifty way too expensive red sweatshirt from PacSun that says "boys lie" on it. PLus all this make-up, food, and gas that it took to get up there. Blah. Anywayz, it is time for me to go to work. Bye bye peoples :)
August um 6th, 2000 - Holaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...:) Well what is new... Hmmm... Ok let's see. My job is kicking ass, I have been register trained and soon I will be a keyholder, a cool ass thing, I think I might be getting promoted to a lead (like assistant manager) There is a meeting tomorrow so we shall see I guess... I found Hawaii Pacific University offers law school. Um, I have been raving a bunch, lots of parties... what else... School starts in a month, I guess that is all. Bye bye
July 25th, 2000 - Whazzzzzzzup... Alrighty, I am getting another job, some sort of temp job so I can make loads and loads of money, I have my appointment on Thursday. Um what else, my weekend was good I guess, I spent a lot of time in Berkeley, fun fun. There is this giant rave that went on called Cyberfest that I had won tickets to but I could'nt go :(. I heard it kicked ass. I am trying to get my parents to let me go to this camping one, called Camp Harmony, the line-up is reallllly cool. So be hopeful for me peoples :). All my friendshave ditched me for the week, Stacy is in Hawaii, Lara is in Disneyland, and Chelsea is in Berkeley... I'm alllllll byyyy myselffffff... Not cool ya know? Hm what else what else... School starts like in a month, I am looking foward to my senior yet I don't feel like waking up all early and shit. I guess that is really it, talk to ya'll whenever. Oh Oh, if you want to talk to me through yahoo messenger... My name is Peachybabe_16 or princess_peachy_monkey ad through Aol instant messenger it is AnglerBabe89. Aite, bye bye
July 16th,2000 - Holaaaaaaaa. 12 dayz later, here's what is new. I went back to work on the 6th I think, I missed it, They are not givin any hours hardly, but when I am there I have the time of my life. Hmm what else, I got my hair cut today, it's so cute. It's somewhat short, about 2 inches above my shoulders, it looks like that one chick from the show Popular, ya know the one girl thats all activist and stuff? Ya I love it.Ummmm... I got to see some really good bands last Friday, Headboard and Natt, local punkish bands. This Friday I get to see Dynamite Hack, Eve 6, and Goldfinger :) I'm trying to broaden my horizons, I don't like the person I seem to be, so I am going for more of a unique style, I just don't know what yet. Don't worry, i'll still be charming :) I just need to be drastic, maybe die my hair bright yellow or something. We shall see, in the meantime, I go now. Bye bye
July 4th, 2000 - Dude it's been hella long since I wrote in here. Anywayz, heres whats been up. No more school for me, I am now a !!! Yipee! Ive been looking at colleges, I want to go to San Diego State or University, Hawaii Pacific University, University of the Pacific, I guess we will wait and see. Hmm, I had a long as vacation to Orlando, Indiana, Minneapolis, and Chicago. I AM FINALLY HOME. Never take your bed for granted, I missed everything so much. Even my job :p Hmm, what else... School starts again the 31st, blah. But like I said, one more year. I havent been to any raves lately, hopefully this weekend i'll be able to hop on one. I guess that is all. Have fun peoples. Bye bye
June 7th, 2000 - School is almost over :) 2 more days and I only have finals left. Yipeee. I can't wait to get our of this hellhole. I have decided to go to college in Hawaii, since I hate it here. I am gonna get a mustang once I get there, so ya. :) Everything else sucks though. Umm I leave for Chicago next Friday, that hopefully will kick ass. AndIguess that is all. Have a nice summer, congrats to the classof 2000!
May 24th, 2000 - Hello homie-g's. wellll, I guess I could say that I am not that bitter at the moment, everything is going fine. except for the fact that this country sucks ass. I had court today for that one ticket a while ago, only $104 but other than that, people got tickets for riding their bike in a skatepark. That is sooooo lame. So now, I have decided that I am changing my major from journalism, to law. Yes I am going to go to law school now. Now all I need is the money. So, if anyone would like to donate money to the "Let April change the world" fund please contact me through email : ecapsgirl15@hotmail.com Id be ever so appreciative and someday when I am president, I will help you out. Ok? Ok cool. I guess that is all, school is almost out!!!!! Oh happy graduation to the class of 2000! (2001 is still the best) :p Bye
May 12th, 2000 Wattup. 4 days later I have another newfound bitterness to discuss with anyone who reads this. Latley I have been faced with numerous problems, boys...family...bitchy friends...school... and of course, trends. So today boys are girls, we are going to discuss trends. Trends piss me off, me being an Old Navy person I don't know if I really have room to talk, but lets make it clear, I wear Old Navy stuff because 1) cheap 2) good quality clothes 3)I work there and 4) Their clothes express my outer personality (bright happy and outgoing). Okeyday? Ok. Latley I have notcied people doing things because other people are. Listening to a certain type of music cuz it's popular, dressing a certain way, favoring the popular people over own true friends, just things like that. And it really really pisses me off. Everyone shouldn't be afraid of who they really want to be, but for some reason they seem to be too scared of what people think of them. I used to be that way, now I just don't give a fuck. Make-up now is pretty much a special occasion thing only, and wearing something more cute then baggy pants and a t-shirt is when I feel I should look somewhat impressive. Even I, even though I really don't care, sometimes am afraid of how people judge me, maybe its because PEOPLE JUDGE ON LOOKS and not on personality, but who really knows. I think I am going to end this, before I get more pissed off. Bye bye
May 8th, 2000 - Well well well, I finally have the greatest job in the whole wide world, Old Navy kicks ass. I love it, its easy and fun and I get to be loud and outgoing, and they like me!!! Yippeeeeee... So that is better, I am getting better at writing now, I got into the journalism class for next year and I have been getting A's on my essays, cool cool. I havent been to another rave yet *sob* I am far too poor. School is almost out, then off to Chicago. I am going to make this summer kick ass, I will have a kick ass job... So it better kick ass. Plus my whole outlook on life now "Everything is fucked so I might as well go along with it" Great EH? Well I am gonna go, bye bye G-dawgs :P
April 18th, 2000 - Ok then, Old Navy hired me:) i start tomorrow, cool huh? Can we save 20% discount much? :D Hm, my birthday was lame. I have come to the conclusion that a lot people dont really seem to care about me. oh well, life is fucked up and I suppose it always will be. Hmm... Next week is spring break, I am going to Pheniox for 4 days, away from this hell hole. I went to my first rave, it was the best night of my life, soooo much fun. Saturday is another one, called Marti Gras, I dont know if I spelled that right but oh well. Thank you Chelsea and Jason for bringing me :) Mass shout-outs to them. Hmm, Thursday the anglers are releasing our rainbow trout, that should be fun, considering everyone in Anglers is pissing me off at the moment. But like I said... LIfe is fucked like that. Ok I gotta go. Bye bye Dan. : Þ
April 3rd, 2000 - Wow I havent signed this for years... Anywho, I have been unemployed for about 2 weeks now, its so cool. I have a job interview tomorrow with Old Navy, kick ass huh? :) Hmm, last week I was at 6th grade camp as a counsler, it was cool. The kids loved me. Um , I really dont know what else to say, my birthday is next Wednesday (4-12) just so you know DAN!!! Aiet g dawgs - I am bouncing - bye bye
March 13th, 2000 - Ok, I guess this was a bit longer than usual without an entry. Anyway, I got my report card (3.0 BABY!!!) so that was quite an improvment. Uh, I quit Mervyns, my last day is Saturday. I am so tired, this weekend was fun but I had a lack of sleep (14 hours the entire weekend) So thats not cool. Plus I have hardly eaten anything. Only poptarts and granola bars for me :) I go to camp soon, On March 27th - 31st. I get to watch over little 6th graders, fun eh? I am going to Pheniox for SpringBreak (hi Timmy). So that should be cool. And I am currently trying to get Dodgers/Giants tickets for my birthday (4 - 12). So yeah, everything is going just fine and dandy. Bye bye
Febuary 25th, 2000-Well well well, another entry in my nifty little journal and here's whats new: Im back in anglers, my grades are much better. And thats about all. Tomorrow I work, which I hate, I am so gonna quit soon, hopefully anyway. I get paid today :) Fishies are in Adobe Creek right his moment. I am making a movie tomorrow at Walmart, where I had this horrible incident there with shoes and hair gel. If you wanna know then just ask Dan... Dan is the only one who actually reads this. :) Maybe there is more... Hmm, I made a new slambook, so DAN you have to do that one also. Ok I am going now.
Febuary 14th, 2000 - Ok, it is the all and mighty Valentines day, the day created to make single people miserable. Why does there have to be this dumb holiday? People should show thier love every day, not just on one holiday. So to those I love, I always love you, not JUST TODAY! OY. Mooky. So anyways, what is new... I should be back in Anglers today, Hopefully the furrer miester will let me in (teacher). Hmm, I got my pay check, a whopping $182. Wow eh? It is pouring here, there is sooooo much rain but ithasnt flooded enough for school to be out. Hopefully with in the next few days school will be canceled and I can sleep and work out. Oh yeah, I am in the midst of getting buff, all of you who bother to read this should be proud. : ) So, I guess I will end this, since I seem not to have much worthwhile to say. Happy Valentines Day! LOL, ys RIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHTTTTTTTTTT...
Feburary 2nd, 2000 - Sup homies, well a few weeks later, I have a bunch of new stuff. First, I got my grades, my first F ever, in chemistry, so I got grounded from the internet for a month, so right now I am at school... Im a dork, eh??? Eh?? Aboot, hehe. Ok, Im done. Also, because of that F, I got plaved on probation for United Anglers, so after many tears shed by me, I am not an Angler at the moment. But have no fear! I will be back saving the fishies soon! Hmm. Friday I might be going to Chicago for my shit ass Uncle's wedding, my mom thinks I need a vacation for all the shit I have been through this past week. This summer I am going to have sooo many vacation, Chicago, Minnestoa, Orlando, and Montreal to go see my dear sweet babe Stefen. : ) Lala, school sucks a lot, this is all bs. : p What else is new... I guess that is all, have fun peoples
January 19th, 2000 - Today I relized that I had hurt one of the most important persons in my life. Once again by a stupid mistake, you know who you are. If you read this, please note that I am horribly sorry and it was nothing but a stupid idiotic mistake. So please accept my apology for I am truely sorry. I love you. Remember 122299.
Janurary 17th, 2000 - La la, still working at Mervyns, I actually like it now. Surprise surprise... Finals are this week , I don't like them, I need to do ok on them so I don't get booted from Anglers, I am having lots of fun with my car, it gets more personality every day, I like it also! Hehe, ok I am a dork I know, I really don't know what to say, so I am gonna bounce.
Janurary 7th, 2000!Ok, so it is now the new year, and obviously all the Y2K shit was a bunch of crap. So, let's see what is new with my life. New Years eve I went to a party, called Santa Rosa First night, it was cool, I was sober the whole night, like I have been my entire life. : ) Hmm, School in back in session, blahness, I don't understand any of it. I am dropping chemistry and spanish 3 at the semester end. I got a car, not a truck like I was hoping, it's a 88 tercel, It's not the prettiest car in the world, but it has loads of personality... Vroom vroom vroom. :) Spring break is approaching, I am trying to go down to Palm Springs, hopefully it will happen, but it is not until the end of April. Hmm, still no boyfriend, I did actually ask a guy out last night, it was a joke, I only said it because he has a 99 mustang and a cute little green cell phone, well he was cute too... But anyway, he said he would think about it, this was the first night I met him, but no, I have no interest in him cuz for the fact that I hardly know him... Anyway, I will be going now. Have fun people. :)
December 28th, 1999 Alrighty then, Christmas is finally over, thank god. I got clothes. That's pretty much, and a bunch of gift certificates, which was cool cuz I got to do my own shopping. NO car, yet. Tomorrow I go snowboarding, yipee! I have not been in um, never, normally I ski but it is time for a change. I'll probably fall on my ass completely but oh well. No boys... I don't know. We'll see what the new year brings I guess. I guess that is all.
December 10th, 1999 - Hmm, New stuff, let's see. I got my egg babies, I was a proud mother of 816 fall run chinook salmon, but now it's only 807. Ya. Hmm, Apple Market decided to "let me go" because I was in Maui, Oh well, Fuck them ya know? I got a new job at Mervyns, right now I am in training, it seems like it is going to be fun. A lot of my friend's work there, and also a lot of people that piss me off... Still no boy, it's only been like what? 6 days? I still don't care, I have my eye on a fellow angler babe :) Plus my new job open's many doors :) Christmas break is next Friday, I shall be working all through the break - I hear money! But it sucks cuz I don't get paid until after Christmas and I have literally NO MONEY! I think that I going to be all for my boring lame ass life.. Love ya all !
Well peoples, this is what is new with me, it is December 4th, 1999 and I am awaiting the United Angler fish eggs to come in... I got home from Maui, Hawaii Tuesday night after a beautiful 11 day vacation, I miss Maui already. I found myself there for once I was able to breathe ( meaning relax ). I get my report card today, not too excited about that, my grades have gone to hell this year... Hmm, I still have no boyfriend, I want one but I don't really care, all the possibilities are just pissing me off latley... Hmm, I am still working at The Apple Market, Um, my dad is getting a new truck, probably a Ranger or something like that, I will be the one driving it so it's cool :) Hmm,well I don't know what else to say, that's pretty much all that is new so bye bye peoples :)