TyKroymann: hey there
Babybell48: hey
TyKroymann: what's goin on
Babybell48: oh god
TyKroymann: what's the oh god for
TyKroymann: is dave giving you shit for saturday night
Babybell48: dave is really really upset about you and me hanging out, and he's like almost about to break up with me
Babybell48: ya
TyKroymann: uh oh
TyKroymann: mere i'm sorry
Babybell48: its okay, i dunno, like if we did break up it would be over such a stupid thing you know
TyKroymann: yeah
TyKroymann: that's pretty much how it's been in the past though
TyKroymann: and please don't take any of this in the wrong way, like just because i want to be with you and all that, that's not why i'm saying this, like i seriously just want the best for you, and if i thought dave was good for you, i wouldn't say anything, but i know you deserve better than him, no matter who it is
TyKroymann: k, sorry, just wanted you to know
Babybell48: ya i know all this, but for some reason i keep going back to him, he keeps coming back to me, i dont know. and the thing is i think deep down inside of me i like me and dave's relationship
Babybell48: like in general
Babybell48: b/c our relationship can be really good sometimes
TyKroymann: but it's so rare
Babybell48: not really
TyKroymann: the number of times you've had to talk to me about how mad you were at him and how big of an ass he is totally outweighs the number of times you've said you liked your relationship with him
Babybell48: ya i know, but i never usually say like wow, me and dave;s relationship is so good b/c its not like a topic other people really like to hear about, it gets boring, so i usually dont tell people. but if its going bad, then i need to talk to someone, get my feelings out and all the things that i wished i'd said or done to him.
Babybell48: and yours and mary
Babybell48: oops sorry didn't finish that
Babybell48: hold on
Babybell48: yours and mary's relationship from what i always saw or heard or whatever, wasn't any better than mine and dave's, maybe worse, but thats just what i think. So you kind of understand why i keep going back to him, even tho he might not be the best for me
TyKroymann: ok, i have to stop getting into this, which is hard because i care about you more than you could know, but it's just too weird for me. i can't keep trying to tell you not to be with him becuase i'm sure there's some underlying purpose inside of me that shouldn't be coming out
TyKroymann: and i'm sure that to an extent you probably think i'm just trying to get him out of the picture for my own benefit
TyKroymann: and, to tell you the truth, there's probably a part of me that is trying to do that
TyKroymann: which just isn't right
Babybell48: no but your not the first person who's told me i shouldn't be with dave
TyKroymann: i know
Babybell48: becca told me that ALL the time
TyKroymann: but maybe you see something in him that we don't, and there's nothing we can do about that
Babybell48: i think that you've seen it too
Babybell48: whatever it is thats in dave, you were his best friend for such a long time
TyKroymann: yeah, and look where it got me
TyKroymann: sure, i've got some funny childhood memories now, but really the only good thing that came out of it is my relationship with you
TyKroymann: just know that if you ever just need somebody to unload your problems on, i'll listen, or if you need somebody to hug, i'll be waiting, i'll always be here for you if you need me
Babybell48: thank you so much
TyKroymann: hey, on a lighter note, can you promise me something?
Babybell48: yeah of corse
TyKroymann: no matter what happens, will you always stay my friend?
TyKroymann: i really don't feel like losing another one
Babybell48: yes of course, and thank you for putting up with me
TyKroymann: i don't think putting up with you really describes it, i think loving you wraps it up better
Babybell48: haha
Babybell48: ya
TyKroymann: ok, well i guess i'm gonna go, but i hope everything works out
Babybell48: okay i'll talk to you later, thanks a bundle
Babybell48: heh
Babybell48: bye
TyKroymann: anytime