Manic Depression

I want you. I need you. Get out of my sight!
I'll be your strength when you're weakened. I'll take my own life.
I want to be the center of attention, so just leave me alone,
With everyone screaming in my quiet empty home.
If I jump off this cliff, do you think I will fly?
Damn I can't do it. Push me so I die!
I want you as my queen, when I'm king of the world.
So I can drift endlessly aimlessly. I want to fuck every girl.
With a life so exciting and endlessly new,
I can fall into a rut I have nothing to do.
Hold me and touch me I'm feeling down today.
I need love and support. Thanks. Now go away.
I've built a wall around my heart that nothing can break through.
If you leave me I will die right after I kill you.
I'm screaming in silence. No one can hear.
The pain I'm expressing falls on deaf ears.
I love you. You hate me. I have to know why.
You're below me. You taint me. Please baby, don't cry.
I hate myself for leaving you such a horrible wreck.
I can never let myself look at another. Okay, who's next?