Hey Ya'll
Well, I sent this out once and no one got it. I
wanted to share something with everyone. Something
that happened to me tonight. But the main thing, is
how my CASTLE FAMILY reacted, that really touched my
heart. You see, I had a major asthma attack tonight
during a monolog while streaming. All I could do was
compose myself long enough to push the play button on
the CD player and go get meds. But the part I want
you all to know about is what happened when I made my
way back to the puter. People were concerned. They
were sending me pm's... messages... ICQ's...... the
Castle family cared. You see, with all the bitching
that goes on, I think people forget that we do care
about each other. Like a family, we get into
squabbles, most of which I have learned to ignore.
Seems emails go out anytime someone gets a sore
feeling... they don't even wait for that feeling to
get hurt. But do we send out the emails when we feel
close? When we feel like the family we are? And what
do the new people see? Us TALKING about how we are a
family? Or, at times like tonight, do they SEE it????
I have never felt as loved as I did tonight. People
were searching for my home number, knowing I was alone
tonight. There is only one person online with my home
number and her ICQ was lit up like a Christmas tree (
or so she tells me ). I understand that we all must
vent. It is a natural part of being a family. But
isn't sharing the good things a natural part too? Do
we forget to do that? I have been with the Castle for
a long time, and have seen many a dispute... many
people come and go.... many feelings hurt gone
unbandaged. But I realized tonight that I don't see
any emails going out thanking everyone for the
wonderful feelings we all receive for being a part of
this family. I want to personally thank ROWIN !
Darlin.. thank you for all the ICQ's you sent out.
Thank you for being a true sister. Bassoon, darlin...
the kind of love you show is so rare.. thank you!
MadMedic thank you for all your wonderful support and
advice. Daywalker, thank you my kind sir for your
calm influence and support. Dshai, you are such a
wonderful friend.. thank you for your concern. It
means more than I can express. Since I wrote this one
other time, I may have missed someone this time. For
that I am sorry... I see a TEAM that pulled together
when I needed them...THANK YOU ! And the best for
last... my sis Atormy... they knew who to get in
contact with. We have seen alot, haven't we my Sis?
We have seen people come and go, phases roll through
like thunderstorms. And through it all you have been
a gentle lady. I truly love you. And I can say that
without any reservations !
One last reminder. We ARE a family. And will have
good and bad times. But, if we stick with it, show
respect and do our best not to hurt each other in the
process... we will be the strongest family we can be.
Hopper
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And we know that all things work together
for good to them that love God, to them who
are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
God Bless you
C. Denise Holtz
WEll Hoppy We love you I for one can't imagine a day without you.
Love ya always SLOAK
You keep us Giggling and Smiling just knowing your there and for that my dear I thank you For being a Friend